No harm trying...

Have just finish my exam.. i never knew that Japanese is that easy as long as you put your heart in.. I admit that i didnt study the first semester which have caused me to fail constantly in Japanese subject. Now after the training, something made me realize and i decided to give all-in in japanese subject. Hopefully i get to pass the subject..

well since i have finish my exam, now i wanted to try working.. Some of my friends suggest working in Club Med Cherating. well this the first time i working, so i cant be choosey at all.. And why not trying.. No harm trying right?? well just try to apply first, if they dont accept so what can i do right??

Rules are made to break..

Well, since i just moved back yesterday, me and my sister went to Genting yesterday with her friend.. Since im the only one who is underage, i might as well the only one left outside of the casino.. But, since im the only one who left outside of the casino they ask me to enter the casino as well.. And of course, in my mind, i said i do not want too because i wanted to wait until im 21 and eligiblely enter the casino.. But they keep forcing me to enter the casino... Well what can i do since im the only one left outside..I've intered for awhile because i cant even gamble, what am i supposed to do there?? just looking at people gambling??

So, i went outside.. I went to McDonalds to have some drinks, sat there for a while before i walk the whole hotel.. I even went to 1st world.. I spend RM50 on playing at the games arcade.. Wow.. to think it back.. What a waste.. Starting to regret..Haiz.. Anyway, felt happy too.. As i manged to walk alone for 4 hours.. Wandering around alone..

지금은 모두 끝나고 마침내 나는 자유

마지막 마무리가 내 훈련 .. 더 이상 고통을 받아야만 그 소름끼치는 호텔에 .. 많은 것들이 일어날에는 .. 어떤 행복, 약간 슬픈 ..
하지만 난 그냥 내가 늘 필요 다행 닛코 호텔에서 근무를 계속 ..
어쨌든, 내일 다시 내 집으로 이사 .. 그리고 그 다음 주에 시험 .. 내 시험 resit 되세요 수 있도록 졸업 ..

Its All Over Now.....

Finally, my training ends today.. Im officiall free from Nikko Hotel.. Ask me will i work in Nikko if i had the chance?? No... Even if im desperate to look for job, Nikko will be my last choice.. Well, although i hate the environment there.. But i like the staff there.. Esp in Front Office and FnB.. Im gonna miss them..

Alot of things happen throughout the time im in Nikko.. Both sweet and bitter.. The sweetest things that happen to me in Nikko is knowing the staff.. As well as the trainee that came before and after us.. Im glad that i know them.. Well, lets not talk about bitter things.. Let bygone be bygone.. Lets be positive about everything.. Well, im gonna miss my locker.. F204.. Whom i shared with Moon Yee... My collegemate.. Herrmm.. Wonder whats my next plan.. Im confused... Does that this mean i have to look for jobs??

I wanted to continue studies, but seems cant.. Look like i have to settle for job after i finish all my paper.. N it could take 1 year.. HAiz.. I dont want to work so early.. Somebody.......... HELP ME!!!!!!!

All's Well End's Well...

3 more days to go.. Im goin to finsh my training in 3 days time.. Felt luck that i finish 2 days earlier than my friend.. (well, audrey luckier coz she started one week later)...

At last, after all the grueling 2 and a half months, im finally free.. But, what am i goin to do next?? here's what currently i have in my mind..

1. Clear all my resit paper and try to graduate on September(although they said
there is no graduation ceremony for us)...

2. Not planning to pursue my studies as i have financial matter.. ( i do not want to
burden my sister, since she is the one who taking care of my financial since my
mom passed away.. I owed her too much..)

3. Get a job in hospitality industry and try to cope with it for a year (mental note
to myslef: if cannot tahan in hotel industry, go find another job. Either tourism
or a bank) My mind is as simple as that..

4. Get a driving license as i want to travel back and forth from work place to home..
I rather travel just for the comfort of home.. I couldnt leave my home for a long
period.. (Family is everything for me especially when i was left with only my dad
and my sister.. They are everything for me..)

5. Cannot think of anything until here.. Do not have any further planning.. (Get
boyfriend perhaps.. LOL.. If there's anyone want me..)

Well, its a bit sad that i cant graduate with my friends and my cousin who is in the same college with me.. Good grief, its all beacause of myself who never works hard..
Foolish me..

So Glad...

Im glad that they change me to Toh Lee Chinese Restaurant.. At there, the work are not so hard compared to Serena BRAsierie.. And the employees are way better than the coffee house... I feel like a family member in the chinese resaurant.. N I get to eat good food too.. Imagine, i get to eat food like abalone, shark fin (real shark fin that cost RM550 per bowl), peking duck... Oohh.. all those delicious food.. But, these days, we hardly have any business.. Like tonight we only have about 6 guest.. Rarely even 10.. Almost every night.. Well, eventhough i work split shift, but its ok.. I can sleep in between those time. hehehe.. but its ok.. Everything going to end soon.. I will end my trainng in 6 days time.. Gwenchana.. hahaha...

Serena Brasierie?? BRA your mother fucker!!!!!

Usually i dont speak extraordinaire vulgar words except when i am totally pissed off... Well, currently no more front office to me as i oready proceed to FnB department.. Food and Beverages department.. My last department before i end my training...(thank GOD)... Well, what made pissd off is, i was supposed to be in Coffee House a.k.a Serena BRAserie.. As our coffee house were just renovated, everything is new there.. Including the uniform.. As i am a trainee, they do not have uniform for me because they only had enough for the permanent staff..(wtf)...
So, i have to wear the trainee uniform, which is white shirt with a bow tie n black skirt.. Totally look like banquet staff.. HAiz.. Do u think i want it?? I feel awkward too.. Everybody was wearing a nice new uniform while i just wear a banquet uniform.. Until on my 2nd day in coffee serena, i was called to HR.. I wondered why.. Rupa rupanya, my General Manager wants me to be shift to TOh Lee Chinese Restaurant, just because he wants everything to be look perfect in coffee house.. Means, im a pain in the butt for him.. SHIT.... Totally BULL SHIT!!!!!

Well, luckily i went to Toh Lee chinese Restaurant.. The work there are more relax than Coffe House eventhough i have to work split shift.. But during the split shift, i get to sleep... LOL... Whatever.. Im gonna my training in less than 2 weeks time.. Yahoo... Looks like im not gonna work in hospitality industry.. haiz...