All hails the BEAST a.k.a B2ST from Korea!!!

Hehehe.. Its really, really, really, really been a while since i blog about my favorite Korean artist, Super Junior.. Well, since i came back from Club Med, thanks to Chuck oppa, Sydney, Ilje eoni and Cassie eoni.. My interest for Korean artist has gotten more.. Lately I am so into B2ST.. Especially their leader Yoon Doo Joon..


Tada.. All hails Yoon Doo Joon a.k.a Leader Yoon..

B2ST debut in end of the year 2009.. The were hails as the best idol group as all of the mebers were once debuted and had alot of experience.. Although they are still a rookie.. But trust me, their experience are no joke eh..



I am so bias with their leader Yoon. I cant even stand if there is a scandal between him and other artist.. heheheh.. Guest i am hardcore fan?? Dont think so...

Heck.. Life's sucks..

Well, its has another 'a while' i didnt update my blog.. Thought to let it go just like that.. But to think about it.. I dont really have other places to let out my feelings that buried deep in my hearts.. My thoughts and opinions.. Or a place for me to train my typing skills other than chatting on MSN with the one and only chatting friend, Sydney Hiew. I cant say that i am full of emotions right now. To the tell you the truth, its already been a months since i am unemployed. My previous employment was with a tour company.. Everything was fine at the first place.. Until one day, i decided to send a resume to event management company.. I had no idea how did my manager found out about that and I was told that to terminate my service. I feel like i a victim in this case.. Geezz. Life is hard.. Now currently i am looking for job.. Its hard to look for job.. Although everybody has been consoling me by saying there is a sea of opportunity outside. But *sigh*.. It could be done if you had the will and trust. But me, i dont have the will at all to look for job. What is happening to me?? Dont i deserved a beat, punishment or hitting?? I feel so ashamed of myself.. Speaking of Club Med, its not a place for you to work forever there, although someone you cherish is there. If your love a re strong enough, even if you are miles away, your love will never fade away.. Call me lame.. But thats me.. After this, I determined to work hard in looking for jobs.. Hwaiting Carol..

Dead at Words..

How long has it been?? Its been quit a time.. Looks like im dead at words again.. In the blink of an eye, i have now stop working for Club med almost 3 months. I am starting in a new in job in KL.. Well, its hard at first.. But now, im getting used to it. Life is like that, tied up to a word name commitment. I'm working for a travel agency in Midvalley City.. Well, although there are times i wanted to quit.. But that is life.. You have to learn on how to survive..

Well, back to my own private life. I left Club Med, so as my memories.. At first it was tough.. I dont get to used to the life of getting up like a routine.. Wake up go to work, eat, sleep and wake up and back to work again. Just so not challenging.. So, i decided to resign. Although i haven't found any job yet. How stupid am i?? Could just have stay there and work. Now, again.. Jobless at home looking for job. Might as well go back to CM.. Lol.. Suicide.. Just passed my 21st birthday with no solid resolutions. Just some freaking foolish resolutions, which is to get a boyfriend. How stupid.. How naive.. I dont know what to do with my life now.. Sounds so pathetic. In the end i feel like I will be going back to CM to work. Which i think will not work in long terms. Geez...

Please.. I really need some luck.. Or perhaps me myself dont work hard enough to look for jobs.. Come on Carol.. Buckle up.. U r 21 now.. No longer 20.. geez.. Stop thinking on playing now... Be serious.. Think of your family..

A good old day..

it was another tiring day.. lots and lots children coming.. But soon, number of guest with be decreasing and who knows i had to go back early and go back to my good old days of activitIes.. I love working here.. Its my place.. last time i used to wanted to go so much to work in passworld... But now i have to think twice.. Working in passworld is so totally different.. Time pass by so slow... Things are too flexible.. And too bored.. and those children doesnt want to go anyway.. Jus wanted to stay in pass wolrd.. So bored...

So blessed..

He is known as the mighty man and the tallest person in here.. His voice is so charming that melts every girls heart.. But no one knows the sweet side of him. Having to be sleepy, he fell asleep on my shoulder at a saloon while waiting for a friend of us.. He was so sleepy that he doesnt care about the surroundings and just sleep on my shoulder with everybody looking at us.. With his hand tightly arm around his body, he feel asleep for half and hour.. I look at his face.. It was like a little child sleeping.. Not the guy that i know who is very tall, charming, mature and cool.. He was a little child to me at the time..

On the way back in the, he fell asleep again.. This time on my lap.. he has this little children throwing tantrum attitude to me just because he want to sleep.. Seeing him cutely throwing tantrum, i lose to him and just let him sleep on my lap.. I stroked his hair and was thinking that his hair is growing long. I remember the last time he cut his hair was with me in a saloon.. How cute he is when he is sleeping.. Looking innocently.. I was asleep when we reached our destination.. He wake me up by stroking my hair and my face.. So sweet of him.. I am so blessed for having the chance to be by his side...

to regret or not to regret??

to regret or not to regret?? Well, it doesnt matter now becoz im already at airport waiting for my flight to kuantan.. So lets say if i am to regret by now also its already too late.. Hehe.. Well, my feelings right now?? Sad and happy.. sad becoz im leaving kl and for not celebrating CNY with family but happy because i will get to meet my fellow friends in Club Med.. And this will be the first time i celebrated it away from my family.. And it is not easy though.. Hope i will have fun in Club Med..

Strangest dream i've ever had..

Really.. It was the strangest dream i ever had.. And i dont know why.. It still giving me a goosebumps till now.. It was around 10AM that i went back to sleep.. As i slept quit late yesterday so of course im gonna be tired.. Lol.. Gooshh.. Later do i realized i start to dream about him.. I dream about him getting married... GOD.. i was so mad.. And yet jealous of course.. In reality we clear things up and remained good friends, but why do i feel like i still has feelings for him?? Ohh.. GOD.. The dream was so true..


I dream about him getting married with a girl with long hair.. Average face.. Tall.. Just like him.. And i was invited to their wedding.. Along with my late mother.. Goosshh.. (Bonus: i dream about him and my late mother..) I was so mad with them but i couldnt do anything.. All i can do is just wish them happiness ever after.. I was invited to their 3 wedding invitation. Lots of things going around before his wedding.. (my dream is crazy..) They even make a recording about their wedding and broadcast it on tv.. (typical ****A country people weddings..) To makes things worse, as i am his friend, he specially booked my room just next to the bride's and groom room.. WTF!!!! Gooshhh.. The dream was so real.. Gooshh... It make me more tired after dreaming it..

But in reality, we are friends... Now.. We clear things up and decided to remained friends.. We are good friend now.. But how come i feel like i still had the feelings for him?? It shouldnt be as now we didnt meet each other for few weeks.. (But im going to meet him soon again..) It was hard at first when we decided to be friends, but later do i realized we are more comfortable in becoming friends than becoming someone special to each other.. We talked more than usual, we are closer than usual.. maybe because the situation is awkward for us.. But anyway, dream is just a dream.. After i woke up, although its still fresh in my mind but i'll try to forget it.. Continuing with my daily life..

Mental Note to myself: Never go back to sleep after 10am..

Random picts in Club Med 3

Random picts in Club Med 2

Random picts in Club Med 1

Another random yet boring day..

Didnt do anything much after came back from Club Med.. All i do is eat, sleep, online, eat, sleep, online.. Thats what i have been doing for the past 3 weeks at home.. Well, managed to meet some of my friends whom i havent meet for quit sometime.. Kinda miss them.. So bored.. haiz.. Anyway.. Every night been sleeping late at night.. Knowing the next day I had nothing to do and i can sleep the whole day.. Well.. I really do not know what am i gonna do now for my future.. I dont have the intention to continue my exam.. But yet, i dont have a stable job yet.. Im still on 50-50 whether im gonna continue my exam or not.. Haiz.. Im so confuse now.. What am i suppose to do.. I dont know whether i should re-apply job in Club Med or go for other job.. arrgghhh. life is complicated..

To tell you the truth I am going back to work in Club Med on this coming Sunday.. As a part timer... Dont know whether will i re-apply back as a permanent staff.. Gosshh.. Im so confused right now.. haiz.. What should i do with my future??? aaarrgghhh....

Goodbye Club Med Goodbye...

Finally, after of 8 months working in Club Med, now its my turn to say goodbye after watching every GO's going in and out.. Time pass by so fast in Club Med that i didnt realize i've been working there for 8 months.. And i really love Club Med.. I love the people there, i love the job there and so much thing that i love is from there.. Most important of all.. The one i cherish the most.. My friends and my oppa's.. So many things happen in the past 8 months and of course i cant describe everything precisely.. Will just talk about the thing that in my mind the most.. starting off with my friends.. My dearest roommate.. Eng Eng.. We've been staying together for the past 6 months.. She is my best friend, best roomies and best sister.. I love her so much that i did not want anything to happen to her.. Gosshh.. Love Eng Eng..

Next up, Sora.. My Korean best buddies.. Love her so much... a day before my departure, we didnt sleep the whole just because she wants to accompany me for a final moment.. Gooshhh.. I really love her.. Love everybody... Im gonna miss them alot.. Well, Club Med is a place that really gives you a good experience in work wise.. I love working there.. My communication skills are developed, improved and wisely used.. hehehe.. love working for club med..

in Club Med as well, i make alot of friends from diffrent countries.. Not to mention, my mini club team.. my best working colleagues ever.. Love my mini club team..

There are so many things to say out in my whole period of working in Club Med.. How i meet new friends as well.. Well, there is no need for me lingering so long as i will be back to work in club med as part timer.. Will be back soon...

A letter from someone whom i cherish..

" Carol.


This is 오빠. I was very surprised when i heard that you are leaving soon. And now is the time that we have to say goodbye. I so much appreciate you for your kindness , when i just arrived here, you were one of the G.O who so warmly welcome me. Although the time we know each other is not that long, but you were my closest friend here. I'll never forget the time we shared each other. Hope to see you soon in here and i believe that you will come back and smile and call me 오빠.. I'll wait for you. Always be strong and bright like now you are. You are the best G.O for me!!


-Chuck-
2010


You MUST come back!!
If you really love here.."

Another Sweet Bless

Knowing someone for few days and yet he cares for you is something you can never imagine.. Its a bless that we know that kind of guy is still exist in this world..

So random..

Woww... Its really been a while since i update my blog.. Well, as usual.. Many things happen in the time i didnt update my blog.. For example, im leaving after x'mas.. I will go back to KL and no longer for Club Med and the reason is simple, i didnt got my contract for next season.. Its ok.. Besides that, now im back to mini club.. Since SoRa's came back few days ago.. She's the officially petit club GO.. Me, i dont know how to describe my position precisely.. You can say that im a ball being throw here and there.. Meanwhile, my mind started to think that i should quit club Med earlier.. My body and my mind cant stand it anymore... Im so tired.. I feel tired everyday with all the stupid set up.. Gooshh... I wanted to quit earlier..

Meanwhile, this few weeks are full with farewell parties and emotional moment.. Seasons ending and new season coming, some GO's leaving and some new GO's coming.. What most emotional moment is today, when my dearest 'jie jie' patrick leaving.. Im so sad that there will nobody to talk too and im gonna miss the moment we went out for supper together.. Anywhere, i just hope that i can go back early.. Im just so tired, i feel like i had enough of all this..

XOXO
Carolyn Foong Chee
Club Med Cherating 2009

Its a bless..

Having to know a guy as a friend is good..
Having to know a guy as a friend whom cares about you is a bless..
Having to know a guy who is friend, cares about you and stay by your side all the time is a blessing from GOD..

Im happy that i know him... Even though only for a night..

XOXO
Carolyn
Club Med Cherating 2009

Random Update..

Its been along time since i update my blog.. Not that i dont have the time, but u know.. lazy.. haha.. Today exceptionally on the fire because i saw the wrong schedule.. Instead of going to work on 9.30, i go to work on 8.45.. Although its an 45 minute diferent. but haih.. I still can sleep for about half and hour more.. I sleep late last night.. Because of gathering me and my friend did.. My room from becoming cinema to restaurant to massage parlour.. Hahaha.. I sleep about 4am last night.. well, nothing much about my life here.. Just one go, and another one come.. And as usuall.. its one sided... haiz....

Gonna missed Miss Kim SoRA soon enough.. She will be leaving here on 20th..Its sad.. But she gonna come back soon.. hahaha.. Its just left me.. Because i havent my affectation yet..(note: affectation is a type of form used in club med to decide whether you gonna stay or go to the other club med..)

Well, as usuall.. miss my family.. miss him... miss her.. miss my friend.. miss my bed.. and oohh yeah.. During the moon cake festival day, i was in down mood.. Miss my family and my s****d, f****r,s**t make me in not in the good mood... And i was drunk that night... Thanks to my manager, she told me to go bed early instead of doing the stupid arrival.. Shit.. My life is suck enough.. Wny does he have to make my life suffered???


Carolyn Foong Chee
XOXO
Club Med Cherating 2009..

p/s: its going to be end season soon... yahoo.. new t-shirt...

Tagged by Jason Tan

1. besides lips, where is your favorite spot to get kiss ?
neck i guess...

2. how do you feel when you wake up this morning ?
i didnt sleep last night..

3. who was the last person you took photo with ? last person?
kang, chee huey, beh, jessie, kahs, christine

4. would you consider yourself to be spoiled ?
50-50

5. would you ever donate blood ?
never!!! call me cruel.. i scared of needle..

6. have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex ?
yes.. proudly to say Beh..

7. do you want someone dead ?
sometimes..

8. what does your last text message says ?
'please buy me newspaper' from my aunt


9. what are you thinking right now ?
thinking how to solved this question

10. do you wish someone to be with you right now ?
yes...

11. what time you went to bed last night ?
i didnt sleep last night..

12. where do you buy the t-shirt that you're wearing now ?
Bintang~ Rawang

13. is someone in your mind right now ?
Yes~ my mom and the one who already return to his country..

14. who was the last person who texted you ?
My aunt..

15. 10 people to tag to do this quiz :
1- Jason
2- Audrey
3- KAHS
4- Kumiko
5- Ee Von
6- Kang
7- lina
8- Wei Yang
9- Josh
10- Ann Yee
** dunoe wana tag who cz many ady tagged~ ha!

16. who is 2 having relationship with ?
No idea.. But i know it is male..

17. is 3 male or female ?
female..

18. if 7 & 8 together, would it be a good thing ?
absolutely not.. No 7 is already own..

19. what is 1 studying about ?
Business i guess..

20. when was the last time u had a chat with 5 ?
4 days ago..

21. is 4 single ?
No..

22. say something about 2 ?
Princess type girl..

23. what do you think about 3 & 6 being together ?
definitely not!!! they are best friend..

24. describe 9
calm.. Not know him so much..

25. what would you do if 6 & 7 fight ?
the end of the world for no 6..

26. do you like 8 ?
Sure~ my ex college mate..

27. listed three favorite colours
black white and purple..

6th week off..

Haiz.. Its already week 6.. And im still in petit club.. Goosshh the children in petit club really make me stress.. Crying, rebelling, running.. aaahhh.. Give me a break.. I really wanted to go back to mini club.. I want to work with the chidren.. aaahh.. not babies.. aahhh.... Btw, since im permanent here i ask for holiday from my manager.. goosshh,... she havent reply me when can i take my holiday.. I wanted to go back home so much.. i miss my family.. gosshh.. i really miss my family.. Just give me a break..


xoxo
Carolyn
Club Med Cherating

5th week off..

Just got my off last Friday.. And im off again today.. Well, im use to it.. Wow... Last night i was totally drunk... That i was with a Taiwan GM and since she is leaving the next day we were like crazy with alcoholics.. Goosshh.. It was a crazy night.. I was so drunk that 2 of my colleauges send me bck to my room. if my dad knows about it. he will surely dregged me back to KL..And i have learn my lesson.. Im not gonna be this drunk anymore.. It was just so painfull.. Throwing up here and there, feeling dizzy and and cant even walk properly.. Sober is enough for me.. No drunken until throwing up.. I have learn myb lesson.. Btw, im a seasonal GO here in Club Med Cherating.. My season ends in October.. I wanted to go back to KL mext month.. I miss my family.. Imiss them so much.. Especially my niece.. I wanted to play with her..

xoxo
Carolyn
From Club Med Cherating