A good old day..

it was another tiring day.. lots and lots children coming.. But soon, number of guest with be decreasing and who knows i had to go back early and go back to my good old days of activitIes.. I love working here.. Its my place.. last time i used to wanted to go so much to work in passworld... But now i have to think twice.. Working in passworld is so totally different.. Time pass by so slow... Things are too flexible.. And too bored.. and those children doesnt want to go anyway.. Jus wanted to stay in pass wolrd.. So bored...

So blessed..

He is known as the mighty man and the tallest person in here.. His voice is so charming that melts every girls heart.. But no one knows the sweet side of him. Having to be sleepy, he fell asleep on my shoulder at a saloon while waiting for a friend of us.. He was so sleepy that he doesnt care about the surroundings and just sleep on my shoulder with everybody looking at us.. With his hand tightly arm around his body, he feel asleep for half and hour.. I look at his face.. It was like a little child sleeping.. Not the guy that i know who is very tall, charming, mature and cool.. He was a little child to me at the time..

On the way back in the, he fell asleep again.. This time on my lap.. he has this little children throwing tantrum attitude to me just because he want to sleep.. Seeing him cutely throwing tantrum, i lose to him and just let him sleep on my lap.. I stroked his hair and was thinking that his hair is growing long. I remember the last time he cut his hair was with me in a saloon.. How cute he is when he is sleeping.. Looking innocently.. I was asleep when we reached our destination.. He wake me up by stroking my hair and my face.. So sweet of him.. I am so blessed for having the chance to be by his side...

to regret or not to regret??

to regret or not to regret?? Well, it doesnt matter now becoz im already at airport waiting for my flight to kuantan.. So lets say if i am to regret by now also its already too late.. Hehe.. Well, my feelings right now?? Sad and happy.. sad becoz im leaving kl and for not celebrating CNY with family but happy because i will get to meet my fellow friends in Club Med.. And this will be the first time i celebrated it away from my family.. And it is not easy though.. Hope i will have fun in Club Med..

Strangest dream i've ever had..

Really.. It was the strangest dream i ever had.. And i dont know why.. It still giving me a goosebumps till now.. It was around 10AM that i went back to sleep.. As i slept quit late yesterday so of course im gonna be tired.. Lol.. Gooshh.. Later do i realized i start to dream about him.. I dream about him getting married... GOD.. i was so mad.. And yet jealous of course.. In reality we clear things up and remained good friends, but why do i feel like i still has feelings for him?? Ohh.. GOD.. The dream was so true..


I dream about him getting married with a girl with long hair.. Average face.. Tall.. Just like him.. And i was invited to their wedding.. Along with my late mother.. Goosshh.. (Bonus: i dream about him and my late mother..) I was so mad with them but i couldnt do anything.. All i can do is just wish them happiness ever after.. I was invited to their 3 wedding invitation. Lots of things going around before his wedding.. (my dream is crazy..) They even make a recording about their wedding and broadcast it on tv.. (typical ****A country people weddings..) To makes things worse, as i am his friend, he specially booked my room just next to the bride's and groom room.. WTF!!!! Gooshhh.. The dream was so real.. Gooshh... It make me more tired after dreaming it..

But in reality, we are friends... Now.. We clear things up and decided to remained friends.. We are good friend now.. But how come i feel like i still had the feelings for him?? It shouldnt be as now we didnt meet each other for few weeks.. (But im going to meet him soon again..) It was hard at first when we decided to be friends, but later do i realized we are more comfortable in becoming friends than becoming someone special to each other.. We talked more than usual, we are closer than usual.. maybe because the situation is awkward for us.. But anyway, dream is just a dream.. After i woke up, although its still fresh in my mind but i'll try to forget it.. Continuing with my daily life..

Mental Note to myself: Never go back to sleep after 10am..

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