Friday, December 26, 2008

Craziest Xmas party ever!!!



Me, Clifford and Kin Hock.. We are half drunk.. hehehe..




This me n my drunk partner, Clifford..



LOL.. Yesterday Xmas party was the craziest i ever attend.. It was damn fun man.. Eventhough most of them i didnt know, but we got to know each other during the party. LOL.. I have to thanks to Prisca and Audrey.. Thanks Audrey for introducing me to Prisca and thanks Prisca for inviting me to the party. At first, I wouldnt want to go because i felt i was quite far (the location is in Bandar Utama).. 2nd, because there are arent any people whom i know.. So, but its beacuse audrey, wei ching, kaya and Annrene will be there to, i thought why not i juz go since im free on that day and the following day. So, i waited at the Curve for Prisca and Audrey to fetch me to go the house.. And when we reach at the house, wow.. It was alot of people i dont know..
But, u learn as u go rite?? so i got to know some of them.. Few guys n few gurls.. Actually that night, there are more guys than girls.. So i got to know more guys than girls. Coz mostly girls are my classmate.. LOL..
Hehehehe.. We were extraordinary crazy that night. We played charades, true or dare.
LOL.. I must been influenced by the alcohol, i actually did a pole dance for my dare challenge.. With a guy as my pole.. OMG!!! To think it back, its so embarassing.. Well, i got to know a few friends, Mondy, William, Anthony, Clifford, Kin Hock, Cecilia and many others. They were all very friendly..
We were all quit sober, especially me n Clifford.. The both of us dont even know whether we are drunk or sober, so we start to talk nonsense.. Hahaha.. LOL.. But i can remember everything clearly.. HAhaah.. So im not drunk.. hahaha.. Anyway, its fun to know all of them.. Hopefully there will be some others gathrings like this..

Saturday, December 20, 2008

A nightmare have teach me a lesson

I quarrel with my dad n sister yesterday..
Juz because of small things.. Im so damn pissed off with them..
I so damn pissed off until i felt i wanted to moved quickly..
LOL.. The next day, I was taking my lazy nap, and i had a nightmare.. I dream bout my dad and my sister wouldnt want me anymore.. I was so sad n keep asking are they really wouldnt want me, n they keep say yes, yes.. I was so sad..
I woke up from my sleep n i was relief dat i was juz a dream..

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Merits Of A Girl Who Prays At Dawn





1. Because a girl who prays at dawn
Knows how to cook.

Coming back after waking up early to go to church at dawn
Everyone is sleeping and there isn’t anyone to talk to.
Starts to wash the bowls.
Switching on the button on the rice cooker after washing the rice grains.
(Recently in this world, as long as your wife wakes up to say ‘Be careful on the road’ you will feel very thankful and that a man who can eat his breakfast before going to work is a very blessed man… )

2. Because a girl who anticipates at dawn
Doesn’t ‘nag’.

When you’re praying at dawn, it’s always for your husband
Crying tears and praying to see that
Your husband who’s sleeping away isn’t able to give you care and concern.
The children don’t say anything either.
Taking the fallen socks beside the bed
With a happy mood and putting them into the washing machine.
Taking the toys and books in the messy living room
(And) Arranging them nicely.

3. Because a girl who prays at dawn
Is a girl who knows ‘What love is’.

You who obediently loves God’s high attitude
If you had a husband and children
Neither love nor obedience would be difficult.
Girls who rebel against God can rebel against anyone
So you must be careful.

5. The children of the girl who prays at dawn

Grows in their dreams.

Every dawn with Joseph
and Daniel, dreaming the same dream
Praying for the sake of your children
After coming home beside the girl who’s in her dreams
Praying for this dream
Why doesn’t her children grow along with the dream?

6. A girl who prays at dawn
Has an existing ‘Scary Hatred Prayer’.

If the girl bears a grudge, the frost won’t be rid of even in May and June
If the girl starts to pray because of you, then the frost will melt.
Kindness is just like the arrival of raindrops.
It’ll be awesome if the prayer is answered.
(Even a ‘No’ answer is inclusive)

7. A girl who prays at dawn

Because there’s a ‘hard-working woman’.

Lazy girls will absolutely not open their eyes in the morning.
Unless it’s to go to the restroom……
To look at themselves.
Recently if you’re too lazy you won’t be able to get out of bed right.

8. A girl who prays at dawn

Has a good appetite and is healthy.

After going to church and making a round in the morning, she is hungry.
Eats lots of snacks at the market.
Because she ate too much for breakfast, she’ll only eat a little for lunch.
In the evening, because she is still full, she’ll just randomly eat a little.
One who definitely eats breakfast is healthy
To become a healthy person, is a fact that everyone knows….

If you’re a man! No matter if you believe her or not, you must marry a girl who prays at dawn. Why is this so, you are the answer to this girl’s prayers

Human from all walks of life..







But humans never fails to impress humans.


Currently into photography mood.. Suddenly felt that nowdays, humans are really busy.. I even thought that, do they cares bout their family since the are too busy.. Surely they will..

What happen to our world?




Imagine the world without humans.. It would be lonely and cold.. Safe the world before it is destroy??


Destructions? Global warming? Or the end of the world? Imagine the world without humans..

Angel descending from the sky??







Angel descending from the sky???


Going for a shopping spree today, while waiting for time to past, suddenly i felt like wanted to look at the sky.. When i look at the sky, the sun shines between the cloud like there is something in the sun.. And i said to myself, 'Angel descending from the sky??'

Monday, December 15, 2008

Please comment everybody 2














Please comment on my photography skills.. This also some of the pict i took during the short trip to Pulau Pangkor n Kuala Selangor.

Please comment everybody..






This is some of the pict i snap during the trip to Pulau Pangkor n Kuala Selangor



Since i felt that my blog is a bit bored.. So, starting today, im gonna post some of the photo that i snapped during a trip or everywhere.. Photography is one of my hobby so, the picture i snap, might abit different.. So, everybody who view my blog, please leave ur comment about my photography skills.. thanks..

Wedding trip In Teluk Intan



I was out offline for 3 days.. LOL.. Went to Teluk Intan for my cousin wedding. Man, as usual.. it was so bored without internet.. Time passed really slow for me in Teluk Intan.. fortunately, im back.. So, gluing myself in front of the computer again.. hahaha.. juz came bck frm a short trip to Pulau Pangkor and Kuala Selangor after we set off frm Teluk Intan this morning. Been eating so much seafood in one day. Lunch and even dinner.. LOL Lots of cholestrol.. Have to restrain myself from eating so much fattening things.. Huhuhuhuh.... By the way.. During the wedding dinner, it was my first time ever for whole of my life, im in heavy make up.. LOL.. Wats more i make up myself.. Hopefully its not too bad..
hehehe..

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Aaaahhh.. So embarassing!!!!

This few days i've been totally tired.. Totally knock out.. I was tired from being sleeping late, assignments and well.. computer of course.. So, yesterday i took train back home. As the train journey took about 45 minutes to reached its destination, so i thought why dont i take a nap for a while.. I was really tired. So from Kl Sentral i sleep until Kuang, the second last destination before reach Rawang. I woke up for a while and said to myself,

"oohh.. i reach Kuang already.. Hhhmm.. Nevermind it took 10 minutes to reach Rawang.."


So i continue with my nap.. As i was dreaming, suddenly i've been waken up by a lady.. OMG.. I have the reached the destination but i was asleep. The lady woke me up when she saw me sleeping. She said i've been sleeping for 5 minutes.. My GOD.. Damn embarassing.. I was like.. "Oottokee???".. I said thanks to the lady and quickly get out from the train.. My GOD.. I must have been really tired.. I never had this before in my one year train experience..

P/S: I said to myself from that day, "never gonna back to sleep if its reached
Kuang.."

Monday, December 8, 2008

The Babi Kingdom

...INTRODUCING...
...BABI KINGDOM...

created by Princess & Carolyn
just for fun...please leave if you can't take it as a joke...


Once upon a time, there's a kingdom named BABI..
Here lives a Princess together with her babizens.
It consists of...


Princess
Audrey


Prime Minister & Princess' PA
Carolyn


Deputy Prime Minister
Chee Mei


Minister of Finance
Beh Yi Haw, he spends money like water.
Deputy
Camin, sha saves alot & spends necessarily.


Minister of Transport
Andy, the Cina Babi


Minister of Babi Betina Affairs
Annrene
Minister of Babi Jantan Affairs
Sheng Min, my uncle


The Opposition Minister
Rahman, he's the only malay in our class..no bias what-so-ever
Deputy
Wee Sun, against all babizens' opinion


Minister of Education & Foreign Language
Kheng Fei, Japanese genius in our class & straight A student


Minister of Agriculture
Hui Shan (KAHS), she ♥ green color, everything green


Minister of Defence
Jessy, dai-ka-jie, damn garang & straight-forward
Deputy
Ru Teeng, speaks her mind


Minister of Sanitation
Chee Huey, her toilet damn clean


Minister of Fashion Design
Jessica, our very own model
Deputy
Kaya, another shopping queen in our class


Minister of Labour
Ho Xin, part time jobs supplier
Deputy
Lu Yee, queen of prudent spending


Minister of Internal Affairs
Chui Yee, knows the in & out of the class
Deputy
Wei Yang


Minister of Sex Education
Wen Chaw, don't have to elaborate on this


Minister of Naivity

Soo Nee, our Miss Blur


Minister of Sports
Wei Ching, ichiban table tennis player
Deputy
Yuen Huey


Minister of Low Profile
Nick

All you can eat..

Went to Kepong yesterday with my realitives to eat steamboat.. Wow.. My favourite.. Whats more, its a 'all u can eat steamboat'.. I sat with my cousins who is bonzer like me.. Imagine how much we ate.. Hahahaha.. I think the restaurant goes bankrupt if we continue to eat.. Hahahaha.. LOL What a happy day for me.. Wish there a gathering like this again..

Saturday, December 6, 2008

The Princess of 'Babi' Kingdom celebrates her 21st anniversery..





The 'ball' for Princess Of 'Babi' Kingdom was held in the country 'townhall..'


Happy belated birthday to the Princess of 'Babi' Kingdom.. Her Royal Highness, Princes Audrey Thean.. Heir to the 'Babi' Kingdom throne.. Mostly all pig have their time of life between 2 to 3 years before being slaughther.. But this pig, lives until 21 years old.. So, u can say this the oldest pig alive.. Hahaha.. Sorry Audrey.. No offenced.. Just for humor.. Anyway, happy belated 21st birthday.. I called it belated cause i wrote the blog today.. Hahaha.. Big girl oready lor.. No longer 18.. Hahaha.. Wish you happy always.. and friends forever..


P/S: Sorry that i push ur face to the cake.. Anyway, its ur 21st rite, so u have to accept evrything.. hahaha..

Friday, December 5, 2008

Our blood and sweat pays off..



LOL.. Yesterday was the happiest day for me.. Me n my group member finally completed our presentation which were worried for few weeks.. What make us most satisfied with our presentation is we made it to make our lecturer and classmate to laugh with our role play.. To tell the truth, this the first time i put a lot of effort in a presentation.. i dont knw why, all of us really cherish this presentation, maybe because we feel like our blood and sweat were all over this presentation.. I even stay 2 nites at my group member house in order to complete the assignment and to practice the role pley.. We sleep almost 4am in the morning..

Well, in this blog, i would like to say thank you to my group member, Annrene, Camin, Kaya n Chee Huey.. A lot of things have happen during the time we preparing this assignment.. im so happy that we can complete it without much problem. Those 2 days were my most happy day.. Remember my friend, when we were lauging out loud with chee huey 'tanduk'?? And when during the Ah La Long part where Camin cannot bear to look at my face? Also the part where Kaya runs in so cutely that everybody laughs? It will stay in memory forever.. Hey annrene, remember when you and me arguing about the power point? I will remember it too.. All those things really brought us much more closer in bond. And in happy that we brought happiness to class too eventhough it was quit messy.. Hahaha.. Anyway, im gratefull to know u guys.. I LOVE YOU GUYS...


Whats more embarassing is our lecture post the photo during lecture today.. My GOD.. She post the part where i pose as Elvis Presley.. LOL.. Im so embarrased.. I thought she snap the photo for junior to see, i never thought she would it show at the lecture, and in front of my coursemate.. MY GOD...

Friday, November 28, 2008

Discussion ended up being a variety show..

Didnt get to online yesterday because i was at Genting Klang overnite at Chee Huey house.. Having a discussion for our assignment.. We having discussion at Kaya house..Me together wit Annrene, Camin, Kaya, n Chee Huey discuss bout the role play for our assignment.. We sleep at 2am after the discussion.. The discussion could hav end earlier, but no thanks to our unstoppable sense of humor, the disscussion ended being a variety show to everyone.. We kept laughing with our role play eventhough its in the middle of the night.. LOL.. I hope our presentation will turn out good.. Yeorobun!!!! Please look forward for it...

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Japanese boys are so Kawaii!!!!!


Today, during the Japanese class we were getting a sudden visits from 6 exchanged Japanese male student.. OMG.. They were so cute.. They came to Malaysia for 3 days for a study programme.. My God, i was so nervous when i found out that they were standing outside of our class.. I was so happy because this the first time i met a Japanese.. I mean, i do met alot o Japanese, but this is the first time i get to interact with them.. This is a rare opportunity.. Eventhough my Japanese is not dat good, but, i'll try my best to communicate with them..

The first thing i do when they walk in was, I stand up and said 'Hajimemashite..' (means, nice to meet u for the first time..) I was being laughed by my friend.. I wonder why were they laughed, because this is a proper greetings in Japan.. LOL.. Probably they laugh baecause i look nervous.. We started up with those 6 cute guys introducing themself.. LOL.. They sound very shy.. We barely can hear them talking.. All i knw, one of the guy likes to play baeseball.. I was being mischievious by asking how old are they and turn out all of them age 17.. LOL.. They look older than us.. Even look older than Audrey who is 21.. Hahaha..

Luckilly, we got Kheng Fei who is the master of Japanese language in our class to ask them more question.. One of them said that Malaysia curry are spicier.. Hahaha.. Of course, Japanese curry are only sweet.. Hahaha.. n they even said that Malaysian whether is hot.. Atsuii desu.. Hahaha.. We the Malaysian also sometime cant even bear with the hot whether.. Lastly, we ask what do they think about Malaysian girls and they gave a positive feedback by saying Malaysia girls are so kawai.. Hahahah.. Today Japanese class made my my day with the present of those kawaii Japanese guys.. Hahaha.. Try to exchange e-mail, but they said they dont have or rather they dont understand what i said cause i speak English.. (note: Japanese English are sucks..)
We even took picture with them.. What a memorable day..

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Almost Gone Are My Babies

Hahaha.. LOL.. Dont get me wrong again.. Im not having babies or wat.. I am back after a hiatus from not going online for 5 days.. No thanks to the virus who attacks my computer.. I didnt get to online for 5 days..Its like the end of the world to me.. It was so bored without computer man.. Times passed by even slower.. Only GOD knows how bored am i and how much i miss my babies..

Speaking of babies, who are my babies that i mentioned earlier that is almost gone? It was my Super Junior and TVXQ photos which i collected with my blood and sweat.. About thousands of them.. If they are gone, im sure gonna cried with tears of blood.. These are my babies.. Not just that, about 500 songs that i collected are also almost gone.. Thanks to my cousin, he managed to saved all my file.. My babies are safe..

I did not even get to know the latest about my babies.. LOL.. My web friends from Korea and also all around the world wondering where have i gone.. hahahaa.. luckily my bro get it fixed.. Now, i can online safe and sound..

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Anybody to accept me?

Dont get me wrong.. Im not running away from home or what.. I received a bad news that i might probably may not get to move in to Annrene's room.. The reason is so simple.. Its because i stay for 2 months.. LOL.. But it make sense though.. You just couldnt corrupt people business just by staying 2 months only.. Besides they will be freshie who will needed roomate and stay on a longer period than me.. LOL.. It gaves me headache now..

OMG.. Im so freaking worried rite now.. No Japanese 1 subject to be offer to resit this sem.. My Japanese skill is improving right now.. (Thanks to watching too much of Youtube and paying attention more in the class...) If i dont resit by this sem, i think my Japanese pronounciation will be rusty by next sem.. LOL.. My frens been wondering why does my Japanese 1 failed eventhough i did well in the class.. Me myself do not know too.. Probably because of last semester heartbroken moment to me, I work hard a little bit this semester.. Cause I dont want to lose anymore.. Or failed.. LOl..

Friday, November 7, 2008

Countdown to homesick

OMG.. I have to moved out during the intership.. I never been away from my family for so long.. the longest was 1 week.. But now i have to away for 2 months!!!! Ohh.. im gonna miss my computer, my bed n everything..

btw, im gonna move in with annrene.. She is working in Mandarin Oriental.. Juz next to the station I got down.. So, it would be convenient for me.. Whereas, she is my goodfriend too.. LOL.. im gonna be totally homesick.. Im worried bout my family too. Who's gonna make them dinner and do all the household chores?? LOL.. Im started to worried eventhough it still has few months to go..

My first working experience in Banquet..

I got accepted to Nikko Hotel as a trainee.. I was freaking scared during the interview.. But in the same time, I'm a bit confidence of myself.. Hehehehe.. I know i would do well cause i 've done a lot of preparation before going to the interview..

Luckily got accepted.. Phew.. What a relief.. so, as i am going to work in nikko hotel soon, so i thought, why not i work as a part timer there.. I work in banquet.. It was my first time working in a hotel.. LOL.. Only GOD knws how nervous and scared i was at the time.. Whats worst, it was a wedding dinner and i got the table that is just next to the main table.. OMG.. Imagine what would they think if i done badly? Or would they complaint to my manager if i done badly?? Fortunately, i done well.. I was so happy that the feedback given by the guest at my table are positive feedback..whats more, the table i served, are all the friends of the groom.. imagine how handsome the guys are.. In few seconds, i cant even focused to my job.. Luckilly, i didt overpoured the tea.. Hahaha.. So crazy.. Anyway, it was a good experience to me.. In results of working at the banquet, my muscle sored the very next day.. especially my arm.. LOL.. cant even lift it up.. even skipped school on Monday..

Anyway, it was a good experience.. I met new friends and in the same time able to understand how does hotel lines working..

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Friends forever..

Having a belated birthday celebration for my dearst fren Chee Huey yesterday with Kaya, Camin, Annrene, Joel n Donovan.. Believe it onot we ate Thai food.. At first i thought i would taste sucks.. But surprisingly it turn out the food were damn nice.. All of us were like 'mm.. This so delicious..' N keep trying other ppls food.. Hahaha.. After the meal, we talk for quit sometime.. We talk about our last sem together n something came out my mind n in said ' why dont we talk about the positive n negative bout each n everyone of us..' LOL.. It was quit interesting.. We talk till almost 2am in the morning..

Im really gratefull to have this bunch of friends.. The feedback from them of my positive side was great. I never thought that i would be that good to them.. But among all feedback, i like Chee Huey feedback the most.. I feel touched with what she said and i almost tearing up with it.. She said, i was like a sister to her.. N for some reason, she said she love me so much as a sister.. She said she would never thought of hurting me.. I was so touched with it.. I love all my friends.. Forever.. I hope we will never parted..

Well, about the negative side of me, well wat they say is true.. They said sometimes im too childdish.. But they forgive it, probably beacause im the youngest in the group.. N they said im sometimes very roughed.. I dont act like girl sometimes.. Well, im quit boyish.. Im said sorry to them n tell them i will overcome this.. Hahahaha..

LOL.. Btw, yesterday when me n my family came bck from somewhere, suddenly our car run out off engine.. my cousin said probably out of gas but the car oil needle shows dat it still hav oil.. Must be something wrong with the oil needle.. HUh.. Luckilly, the petrol station was just at the opposite site.. Me, my father n my cousin, pushed the car till petrol station.. It was quit fun though.. Hahahaha..

Saturday, October 18, 2008

So depresed..

I feel like wanted to killed myself.. I failed 4 paper in my exam.. Whats more i fail my Economic n Japanese paper which i was resitting.. I feel so pressure.. All my friends who was resitting with me, pass.. Im the only one fail.. Im such a loser.. What i couldnt believe is i got C- for housekeeping subject which i confident at least getting C or B-.. Nvr thought would get C-.. Im so totally depresed.. I hav total 6 resit paper n i confirm i would not gradute with my friends.. goodbye my friends.. I'll see u guys again when there is oportunity..

I feel so ashamed that my friends all get to passed, while im not.. Guess i hav to work hard from now on.. I really hate this Economic subject.. N i wanted to clear it as sson as possible.. But seems like there no way out for me.. I still hav to resit.. Haiiihh.. Life is so miserable for me now.. Guess i couldnt graduate with him.. bye-bye...

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Starting a new semester..

Well, actually i start my semester a week late.. Its all because one word, lazy.. Hahaha.. Im so lazy after 2 weeks of holiday. The lazyness juz dont disappeared. Even after i went to college, the laziness still wont disappeared.. Is there any medicine to this disease? LOl.. Hahaha.. This would be my last semester as i will go for training next year and probably wont get to see most of my friends anymore. So, i try my best to hang out with my friend..

My friend went to Pulau Ketam for a classmate outing, i didnt follow.. But when i saw their picture, i was like wow.. Its a pitty i didnt follow them as it seems fun.. Its not that i do not want to follow them, to tell you the truth, its because of my financial problem.. I have the money, but i feel that i do not want to spend it as i want to save.. I do not want to burden my sister who is using her own money to pay my school fees. I feel so guilty and helpless.. I really, really wish that ptptn loan would approve my final loan, so that my sister wont hav to use her own money..

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

I AM A REBELLIOUS DAUGHTER

Ever had the feelings of runaway frm home?? I hav.. Indeed few times.. I do not knw why my father accusing me as a rebellious daughter.. Wat did i do wrong to earn such a harsh word.. Okay, i admit i cooked a little bit late yesterday nite.. But it was beacause i specially fried two eggs for my sister who do not eat another dish i prepared.. With no thanks at all, she woke up frm sleep n shout why do i cooked the dinner late.. To make things worsed, my father who doesnt knw anything, back up her to scold me.. Do you knw how does it feel for being scold without having to chance to explain? I feel really pressured.. I am a 19 year old girl.. Not a housewife.. I do not hav the freedom as other 19 year old ppl had.. Y izit so unfair?? Wats more worsed, my father said i hav changed.. I changed a lot.. He said i was not the usual Carolyn.. I changed since my mom past away.. Is it true? I dont even knw whether i had change or not.. All i knw is i started to feel bored cooking at home.. Imagine, i have been cooking at home for 4 years.. Since i was 16.. I am a girl, a teenage n a student.. I need to hav my own time.. I need time, to hav my own leisure.. I rely envy my friend whom hav all they fun they wanted.. Y my mom hav to go early.. Y mom?? Why do u past away so early? Do you knw how hard life without u??

While i writing this blog, my sister n father at the back having dinner.. Enjoying themself, while me, the rebellious daughter, sitting here in front of the computer, isolated.. They dnt even ask me whether i have my dinner or not... Am i that bad in their eyes? Of course, i am known as the daughter who fights back whatever my father said.. The one who didnt do household chores, the one who always sat in front of computer doing nothing, the one who sleeps until 12 in the afternoon.. All that is wrong is bout me.. I never seems to do right eventhough i did it right.. aahh!!!! I feel life is sucks.. I want to finish my study as sson as possible n go to work.. So that i can move out and live on my own.. i do not want to live in this house that is full crazy ppl.. I hate my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Happy + Sad = Almost broken my car window

I was so happy that that we manage to celebrate my sister 22nd birthday yesterday.. I'm happy that my sister celebrated it happily with all my family members.. What made me sad the most is, it reminds me of my mother.. My mother passed away 1 week bfore my sister 21st birthday.. After all the planning that my mom did for her big 21st birthday, was all left as memory.. Whats more sadddening is the place that we held my sis birthday party, was the place where my mom spend her last gathering with family members before she left the world the very next day.. Its so sad to think it back now.. But, life muz go on.. I muz live on for my mom.. My friend always said that i look mentally tough eventhough it is juz a year my mom left this world.. But the truth is, I am weak, i cried more than anyone else in this world whenever i thought bout my mom.. I never showed my sad feelings to others as i dnt like bothered people.. but i am happy that my friends and family always stay by my side..


I argue with my sister today.. Since my mom left, my sister really took care of me.. She tries to fufill whatever i need.. Even my father too.. Everyday he would at least call me thrice a day to make sure im okay.. Im so touched.. The reason i argued with my sister today is because she keeps mumbling on and on.. A human has a limit on being mumbling but she has been mumbling non-stop for the whole day.. I was in the car wit her when she mumbling, as she keeps on mumbling, i cannot bear it anymore.. I was so pissed of that i hit the car window with my fist.. Ended up, the car window was broken n my hand swollen.. I get scoled by my father.. The is the first time i felt so pissed off as i never hit things with my fist.. My sister was shock n scared seing the changes in me.. Especially when i hit the car window broken.. I do not knw where i hav the courage to hit the window till my hand is swollen.. Perhaps too stress i guess..

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

My future husbands..





Which dbsk member are you?
Your Result: Xiah Junsu

Xiah Junsu? Well, let's see... You have a cute and adorable aura around you that people cant resist. You love cracking jokes and puns on the scene when there is obvious tension in the room. Cheering up is your specialty. You hate it when friends are fighting and tend to cry if they do. You would love to have a positive outlook on the world, because you are somewhat negative. You may seem like you're perfect but your not, just close. And just like junsu, you excell in schoolwork! YOU'RE A XIAH JUNSU!!!

U-know Yuhno
Micky Yoochun
Hero JaeJoong
Max Changmin
Which dbsk member are you?
Quiz Created on GoToQuiz



Well.. Since im too free this few days.. juz surf up the net and answer this stupid question.. LOL.. Too bored this few days.. Hahaha.. well.. My favourite TVXQ member was Xiah Junsu.. As i was too bored so, i juz answer the stupid question.. As i iknw it wont come true.. LOL.. TVXQ member as my husband? LOL.. Muz be dreaming.. Well, the first 2 question i answer, i got Micky.. Hahaha.. LOL.. I do like Micky, but i like Junsu more.. Hahaah.. Then , the last two question i answer, i got Xiah Junsu.. Hahaha finally.. So stupid.. If really i would be their wife, i guess i would be killed by the Cassie's and the netizens.. Last question was, which TVXQ member i am.. Means which TVXQ member dat i hav similarities.. then I got Junsu again.. LOL.. Guess Junsu wasnt mean to be my husband.. I think Micky is.. hahaha.. sory Guys.. I knw its bored.. Im bored too..

Saturday, September 20, 2008

BBQ party + Sunway Lagoon = Sick and body aching





Ohh my.. It was very fun having BBQ party at Audrey's house.. We had a lot of fun.. Let me tell the summary of our classmate outing.. On wednesday, i take 3.30pm train to meet Beh, Andy, Shan, Jessie, Kaya n Audrey at KL Central cause i supppose to meet them there at 4.30pm. (Train frm Rawang to KL Central took almost 1 hour).. I arrived at 4.45pm and i thought i would be late.. My gudness.. They arrived later than me.. At 5.20pm. Its ok for me cause i use to it to wait for people. Then, we went down to lower level to take bus to Shah Alam, Audrey's house.. It took us almost 1 hour to wait for the bus and plus it was rush hour time.. (people going back home after work).. We squeeze into the bus like a tin of sardines.. Holy crap.. Kaya gets her seats whereas the 6 of us standing. It was nt dat much of people at KL Central, but, when the bus stop at Pasar Seni, my gudness... Only GOD knows how jammed it was in the bus.. The people at Pasar Seni stops, did not even wait for the people to come out and they just rushed in.. Everybody was pushing n squeezing around.. Audrey who is for me known as 'taufu' and fragile, shocked me.. She actually pushed and squeeze to get to behind to find a seat.. It shocked me because she hates being squeeze by people and smell the 'air freshner'.. (people body odour'.. LOL.. In the end, It was Ah Beh, Audrey, Shan and Kaya get seats, while me, Jessie n Andy stands.. I feel pity for Andy cause the location he stands wasnt dat 'strategic' cause he was surounded by 'black foreigners'.. While me n Jessie, we squeeze into the corner where the emergency door located.. Shit!! At there i was being squeeze by a stupid dupid man.. The more i moved in, the more he gets in.. Jessie told me to do the irratating sound to signal the man not to go any closer.. I couldnt do it as i knw the bus is really jammed and crapped with people.. We arrived an hour later.. As soon as we got down, I ask Audrey, 'how do you go on everyday like this? If i were you, i rather stay outside than going on everyday like this..' It was a really tiring journey.. Even so, i still feel happy cause im with my friends..



While we were on our way to Audrey house, we passed by a huge house where there was a guard in the house.. Ah Beh telling me dat was her house, i was freaking shocked to look at the house cause i damn believe it was her house, but in the meantime, i was wondering, does her house has bodyguard? Then oni i suspect they were lying as i see Audrey started to laughed.. Later we did arrived at Audrey 'real house'.. The first thing we did was greet her mom who was busy preparing behind.. And then, we all start the fire as it was already quit late.. The job who was suppose a guy does, was done by me, which is carrying the bricks and start fire. Whereas the job who were suppose girl does such as washing, was done by Ah Beh.. Hahaha.. World really does turn around this time.. Later on, Annrene arrives with her dearest boyfriend Joel and friend, Donovan.. All of us helping hands in order to to get the bbq start immediatly.. At last.. BBQ starts!!! We were having a lot of funs.. Audrey's frens Rachel and Prisca arrived too.. It was fun as we get to knw them.. BBQ ends at 1.00am.. We all help out to cleaned all the things, so dat we can get to sleep earlier cause we hav to wake up at 7.00am the following day.. After bath and all dat, we rest in the room with the air-cond filling the room.. suddenly the aircond stops. We wondered why.. We try to fixed it, but we ended up sweating. So, we had to sleep without air-cond. It was freaking hot that nite.. We were suppose to sleep early, but we cant help ourself frm talking and chatting.. LOL.. We r girls.. Especially after switch off the lights.. Our chatting become more.. At last, everybody fall asleep without knowing..


The following day, I wake at 6.45am.. Thanks to Audrey. Her phone alarm rang and i thought it was 7.00am, plus she wake up and disappeared.. I wake up and i went to Beh rooms to see whether they wake up or not. It seems dat they oready get ready.. I thought i was late, so i went to take my bath and wake Kaya n Annrene up.. When i looked at the clock, it was oni 7.15am.. I wake too early.. After finish, i continue my sleep and suddenly the air-cond functioning.. Holy crap!!! we were freaking hot last nite.. And i ended up sleep oni 2 hours.. Thanks to our unstoppable pillow talk..


We arrive at Sunway bout 10 sumthing.. We went to purchased the ticket and the first thing we played was the spinning cup.. My gudness, luckily i didnt sat at the same cup with Ah Beh.. He spun the cup so fast, until they get dizzy.. I wanted to play the 360 degree turn, but no 1 wants to join me.. A lot of extreme game i didnt get to play.. Oh... By the way, Audrey friend, Prisca, join us later.. We played a lot of game and we even compete.. Most of the time, my partner either Kaya o Prisca.. I found out that Prisca is a very extreme person and loves challenge.. LOL.. I thought im the one who is brave n love extreme, it seems dat she is more extreme than me.. Happy to know her.. After played almost every thing, i think i hav reached my limit of energy.. And oohh.. I stil managed to get spray tattoo.. I was freaking tired.. Everybody seems energetic to hav a walked at Sunway pyramid.. While me, i just wnt 2 find a place to hav my dinner and after dat, went straight bck home.. Beh, Jessie, Shan n Andy went to eat at McDonalds, while me, Prisca, Kaya n Audrey, we went to Sushi Zanmai to eat.. LOL.. We are more at classic sides.. I was damn tired, but looking at the food makes my energy comes back at 10%.. I ate 2 plate of sushi n Ekoden.. Prisca treat us with sashimi.. LOL.. Too bad im not vry good at enjoying sashimi.. Anyway, thanks Prisca!!! After dinner, i wanted to head bck home as i was rely tired at the time.. I reached home at about 11.. As soon as i reached home, coincidencely, my uncle came, and i hav to gav away my room to him and his wife.. I ended up sleep in the living room, on the floor.. The following day, i fall sick and my whole body aching.. It feels like end of the world to me as the pain was unbearable.. I cant sleep at all.. Luckily they hav left today, n i get bck my room and i sleep for almost a day.. This is wat happen when u dnt get enough sleep and dnt get a nice sleep..








Wednesday, September 17, 2008

BBQ and Sunway Lagoon..

Yeah.. Goin to Audrey there tonight.. At first i doubt whether i want to go not cause i had a family matter. After my family matter is settle, i finaly can go. Then, i doubt again whether i should go onot.. This time is because i scared i feel isolated from my friend. Its kinda like where evryclazmate are all friend but they were still have their own group. And then Audrey said, u still have me. Well, the words kinda give me a secure feeling about not being isolated. My group only Kaya coming..N probably Annrene too. But Annrene only coming for BBQ. She is not going to Sunway Lagoon. She need to pack up i think. Cause she goin back to Melaka tommorow. Oohh.. I wish i can follow her go Melaka. I miss Aunty Esther and Angel. (Annrene mom and sister).. Sadly Chee Huey cant join us this time.. It would be fun if she is there tonight..

Beh and Andy were already at Audrey house yesterday. Reasons they were there early? They need to help Audrey to push the trollies while shopping for BBQ stuff tonight. Hahaha.. To tell you the truth, Beh and Andy always join us whenever we had a classmate outing.. I dont know wat happen to other classmate.. LOL.. Anyway.. Im sure we gonna have fun tonight.. Regardless anything.. Hahahaha.. H1 hwaiting!!!! DBSK Hwaiting!!!!

Exam finish!!!

Ooohh.. Finally exam is finish.. But, haiz.. I guess have to resit the subject i take today.. Holy shit!! Hate the subject.. Hopefully dont have to resit.. I'm in rush to graduate on time.. I desperately wanted to graduate with my friend.. And i wanted to take picture with him too.. Who is he? Hehehe.. someone special i guess.. Cant describe more about him.. If you guys knows, i might as well kill you.. Hehehe..

Exam is finish.. What should i do? Hhmm.. Normally after exam, I would follow Annrene go Melaka but not for this semester.. I follow her go Melaka too much until my dad suspect me had a boyfriend there.. LOL.. Btw.. Going to Audrey house tomorrow for bbq party among classmate.. Overnight too.. Cause going to Sunway Lagoon the following day.. I'm so excited.. Cant wait.. This is my classmate 2nd outing after going to zoo few months ago.. Sadly not all classmate will be there tommorow.. Dont understand why they do not want to join us? Is it because we are at the aggresive side? LOL.. Maybe..

Two weeks holiday.. What will i do at home? Online, sleep, eat, wake up and online.. I plan it well dont i? Hahaha.. Going to be a panda when college re-open.. Hahaha.. Btw.. saw this at youtube and find out that my 'husband' Xiah Junsu potential to be a good father.. LOL... hahaha.. Love him so much..



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TPBh4mUgnPA

Monday, September 15, 2008

Wuhuu.. Finally i created my own blog.. So hard to find it..

Huhh.. I feel relief dat finally i can create this blog.. So hard to create man.. Huh.. Well as this is my first time doing this blog.. i guess nt much i hav to say.. Juz finish my toughest subject exam.. hopefuly i can pass.. In rush to graduate.. hehehe.. Well.. I never felt so presurred before.. this is my first time i feel the tense.. Aahh!!! So presure!!