Another Sweet Bless

Knowing someone for few days and yet he cares for you is something you can never imagine.. Its a bless that we know that kind of guy is still exist in this world..

So random..

Woww... Its really been a while since i update my blog.. Well, as usual.. Many things happen in the time i didnt update my blog.. For example, im leaving after x'mas.. I will go back to KL and no longer for Club Med and the reason is simple, i didnt got my contract for next season.. Its ok.. Besides that, now im back to mini club.. Since SoRa's came back few days ago.. She's the officially petit club GO.. Me, i dont know how to describe my position precisely.. You can say that im a ball being throw here and there.. Meanwhile, my mind started to think that i should quit club Med earlier.. My body and my mind cant stand it anymore... Im so tired.. I feel tired everyday with all the stupid set up.. Gooshh... I wanted to quit earlier..

Meanwhile, this few weeks are full with farewell parties and emotional moment.. Seasons ending and new season coming, some GO's leaving and some new GO's coming.. What most emotional moment is today, when my dearest 'jie jie' patrick leaving.. Im so sad that there will nobody to talk too and im gonna miss the moment we went out for supper together.. Anywhere, i just hope that i can go back early.. Im just so tired, i feel like i had enough of all this..

XOXO
Carolyn Foong Chee
Club Med Cherating 2009

Its a bless..

Having to know a guy as a friend is good..
Having to know a guy as a friend whom cares about you is a bless..
Having to know a guy who is friend, cares about you and stay by your side all the time is a blessing from GOD..

Im happy that i know him... Even though only for a night..

XOXO
Carolyn
Club Med Cherating 2009

Random Update..

Its been along time since i update my blog.. Not that i dont have the time, but u know.. lazy.. haha.. Today exceptionally on the fire because i saw the wrong schedule.. Instead of going to work on 9.30, i go to work on 8.45.. Although its an 45 minute diferent. but haih.. I still can sleep for about half and hour more.. I sleep late last night.. Because of gathering me and my friend did.. My room from becoming cinema to restaurant to massage parlour.. Hahaha.. I sleep about 4am last night.. well, nothing much about my life here.. Just one go, and another one come.. And as usuall.. its one sided... haiz....

Gonna missed Miss Kim SoRA soon enough.. She will be leaving here on 20th..Its sad.. But she gonna come back soon.. hahaha.. Its just left me.. Because i havent my affectation yet..(note: affectation is a type of form used in club med to decide whether you gonna stay or go to the other club med..)

Well, as usuall.. miss my family.. miss him... miss her.. miss my friend.. miss my bed.. and oohh yeah.. During the moon cake festival day, i was in down mood.. Miss my family and my s****d, f****r,s**t make me in not in the good mood... And i was drunk that night... Thanks to my manager, she told me to go bed early instead of doing the stupid arrival.. Shit.. My life is suck enough.. Wny does he have to make my life suffered???


Carolyn Foong Chee
XOXO
Club Med Cherating 2009..

p/s: its going to be end season soon... yahoo.. new t-shirt...

Tagged by Jason Tan

1. besides lips, where is your favorite spot to get kiss ?
neck i guess...

2. how do you feel when you wake up this morning ?
i didnt sleep last night..

3. who was the last person you took photo with ? last person?
kang, chee huey, beh, jessie, kahs, christine

4. would you consider yourself to be spoiled ?
50-50

5. would you ever donate blood ?
never!!! call me cruel.. i scared of needle..

6. have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex ?
yes.. proudly to say Beh..

7. do you want someone dead ?
sometimes..

8. what does your last text message says ?
'please buy me newspaper' from my aunt


9. what are you thinking right now ?
thinking how to solved this question

10. do you wish someone to be with you right now ?
yes...

11. what time you went to bed last night ?
i didnt sleep last night..

12. where do you buy the t-shirt that you're wearing now ?
Bintang~ Rawang

13. is someone in your mind right now ?
Yes~ my mom and the one who already return to his country..

14. who was the last person who texted you ?
My aunt..

15. 10 people to tag to do this quiz :
1- Jason
2- Audrey
3- KAHS
4- Kumiko
5- Ee Von
6- Kang
7- lina
8- Wei Yang
9- Josh
10- Ann Yee
** dunoe wana tag who cz many ady tagged~ ha!

16. who is 2 having relationship with ?
No idea.. But i know it is male..

17. is 3 male or female ?
female..

18. if 7 & 8 together, would it be a good thing ?
absolutely not.. No 7 is already own..

19. what is 1 studying about ?
Business i guess..

20. when was the last time u had a chat with 5 ?
4 days ago..

21. is 4 single ?
No..

22. say something about 2 ?
Princess type girl..

23. what do you think about 3 & 6 being together ?
definitely not!!! they are best friend..

24. describe 9
calm.. Not know him so much..

25. what would you do if 6 & 7 fight ?
the end of the world for no 6..

26. do you like 8 ?
Sure~ my ex college mate..

27. listed three favorite colours
black white and purple..

6th week off..

Haiz.. Its already week 6.. And im still in petit club.. Goosshh the children in petit club really make me stress.. Crying, rebelling, running.. aaahhh.. Give me a break.. I really wanted to go back to mini club.. I want to work with the chidren.. aaahh.. not babies.. aahhh.... Btw, since im permanent here i ask for holiday from my manager.. goosshh,... she havent reply me when can i take my holiday.. I wanted to go back home so much.. i miss my family.. gosshh.. i really miss my family.. Just give me a break..


xoxo
Carolyn
Club Med Cherating

5th week off..

Just got my off last Friday.. And im off again today.. Well, im use to it.. Wow... Last night i was totally drunk... That i was with a Taiwan GM and since she is leaving the next day we were like crazy with alcoholics.. Goosshh.. It was a crazy night.. I was so drunk that 2 of my colleauges send me bck to my room. if my dad knows about it. he will surely dregged me back to KL..And i have learn my lesson.. Im not gonna be this drunk anymore.. It was just so painfull.. Throwing up here and there, feeling dizzy and and cant even walk properly.. Sober is enough for me.. No drunken until throwing up.. I have learn myb lesson.. Btw, im a seasonal GO here in Club Med Cherating.. My season ends in October.. I wanted to go back to KL mext month.. I miss my family.. Imiss them so much.. Especially my niece.. I wanted to play with her..

xoxo
Carolyn
From Club Med Cherating

4th week off

Gooshh.. Couldnt believe its already been 4th week i work in club med.. It feels like just last week i start my work here... Time really pass by so fast here.. except this week for me.. I was put in the petit club.. The baby club.. Omg.. So darn bored.. And the time pass in petit club was si slow.. I enjoy working in mini club.. I rather work early morning everyday thab rather going to petit club.. I dint get to go out at all.. Its so bored.. Goooshh.. Hopefully i will get to go back to mini club soon.. Cross my finger by next week.. Because i dont want to deal with babies.. Aaaahhh....

Btw, i miss my family.. I miss my dad... and my sister.. Goosshh.. I wanted to see them so much.. really.. aaahh... Hopefully i got to go back soon.. Again.. Cross my finger.. Btw, missed my friends graduation.. oh well.. Not all friends went... What for im going there?? hahaha. no thanks..

xoxo
Carolyn
From Club Med Cherating..

Off Day week 3..

Off for the week no 3.. Another one day off, it will a month working for me here.. Going out to Kemaman this evening.. With ah beh.. Oh gosshh.. its his last day working here.. he will be leaving soon.. Geezz.. Who am i gonna find when im on off day?? Btw, i have reply for being a permanent staff here. but do you think its worth it?? I dont know.. It seems like i made a rush decision.. I dont know.. COz the job here is very tiring and.. gosshh.. too rush i gues.. But its ok.. im fine with it.. Hopefully accepted..
Btw, lots of things happen this week.. I dont know why he doesnt talk to me at all.. What did i do wrong?? Its almost been 2 weeks he didnt talk to me.. Im so dissapointed.. He doesnt even pick up my calls.. What happen to him?? We were good the few weeks before.. It just doesnt seem right..

xoxo
Carolyn
From Club Med Cherating..

Im going Kuantan..

Having off day today after 6 days of tiring working.. So tiring.. I thought of having off day on tommorow, but when i see the schedule, nobody seems can taker and off day because we are having a Jungle show... haiz... thought can get off then go Kuantan with Ah BEh.. But nevermind.. I still go to Kuantan with So Ra.. The wheather today is a bit cloudy.. Good for me.. Not so hot.. haiz.. Its just only 6 days.. Whats my fate after this nobody knows..


XOXO
Carolyn
Live from Club Med Cherating..

Life iN cluB med

It has been already 5 days i have been working here.. Tiring yet fun.. This time I know alot ppl.. And i have new friends as well.. HEr name is Kim So Ra from Korea.. She is so cute and she speak English very well.. i learn Korean from her too. I was so happy this few days.. Many activities were held.. Like GO party at the other side of a beach... Very stupid the name of the cafe, "Dont tell mama Cafe' hahahaha.. SO stupid.. We end the beach party at 4.. ME and So ra came bck first, and you know what we do?? We jump into the pool at 4 am in the morning.. hahah. Take everything and jump into the pool.. hahahha.. anyway, will try to update my blog once a week..


XOXO
Carolyn...

Live from Club MEd..

Goodbye my love goodbye...

"Ahnyeo haseyo... I'm KyuHyun from Super Junior.. Right now i feel so terribly sad.. My wife Carolyn, will be leaving me soon and this time for a longer period.. She will back to Kuantan to continue her job which she adores very much. As a husband, i will support her knowing that it is her decision to pursue on this career like how she supported me throughout my career.. This also means that she will be on hiatus for few weeks from blogging.. Please anticipate her comeback after 3 weeks.. Last but not least i would like to say to my wife,



'Cha gi ya, saranghamida.. Haengbokke..'

It was a close call..

Today, was really a close call day for me.. I came back from interview in Hotel Melia KL.. As i reached Rawang station, i got out to take shuttle bus to head back home.. As the bus station is a across the street, of course we had to cross the street to get to the other side to get the bus.. Well, you know how crossing a busy road will dangerous, so i take an extra careful step.. So, i take off my earphone and cross the street after making sure that it is safe to cross the road.. After crossing the road, and i thought im on the safe zone, it wasnt even seconds i put back my earphones, i heard a loud sound a car break, later did i found out that the car was just at my right... i was so shocked with the closeness of the car that i fall down and hurt my hand. It wasnt badly hurt but, a few cuts and bruises.. I was so shocked, that i quickly stand up, and left the place... i dont know why i quickly left the place. Not because of embarrassed or what.. I just want to left the place quickly.. Thank GOD for giving me the second chance of life..

Ask me if i saw any light during the incident??? Of course not.. I was still conscious..



I even hurt my hand.. Although is not seems to be serious, but it is aching me.. the one i circle with red is the cuts.. While the one in blue is the bruises.. poor me...

Tagged

A-Attached or Single? Attached going into single
B-Best Friend? Chee Huey, Kaya, Camin, Rene and Audrey
C-Cake or pie? Cake
D-Day of choice? Friday
E-Essential item? Computer
F-Favorite color? Black and white
G-Gummy bears or Worms? Gummy bears
H-Home - Have no idea
I-Indulgence - Shopping
J-June or July? June
K-Kids? None
L-Life is not complete without - My family
M-Marriage date - Find me a boyfriend first
N-Number of magazine subscriptions? None
O-Orange or apple? Oranges
P-Phobias? insects
Q-Quotes? im crazy
R-Reason to smile? To overcome sadness
S-Season of choice? Winter
T-Tag 5 people – Audrey, KAHS, Wei Yang, Shyan and Adrian
U-Unknown facts about me - I'm sensitive despite the cheerfulness of me
V-Vegetables? Love it
W-Worst habit? i laughed too loud
X-X-ray or Ultrasound? What for???
Y-Your favorite foods? Rice
Z-Zodiac sign - Taurus

100 Truths about me

001. Real name → Carolyn Foong Chee Ak Fredrick
002. Nickname(s)→ Carol, Lyn (its so simple)
003. Zodiac sign → Taurus
005. Male or female → Female duh??
006. Elementary → All Saints Taiping kindergarten
007. Middle School →SRK (P) Treacher Methodist Taiping and SRK Sinaran Budi Rawang
008. High School → SMK Rawang (lame name of a school...)
009. College School → College Tunku Abdul Rahman
010. Hair color → Black
011. Long or short → average
012. Loud or Quiet → loud.. all the time
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Can be both?
015. Health freak → Totally
016. Drink or Smoke? → Drink
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → So far no
055. Waiting for → My white horse prince

FUTURE:
058. Want kids?→ Yes
059. Want to get married? → then why i want to have kids for?
060. Careers in mind → HoteLIAR

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Both
074. Sensitive or loud→ Sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → None

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → neither two coz i dont wear one
081. Ran away from home → Nope
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Nope
083. Killed somebody → Nope
084. Broken someone's heart → hardly find someone to broke their heart
085. Been arrested → Nope
087. Cried when someone died → Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Sometimes
090. Miracles → Yes
091. Love at first sight → Yes
092. Heaven → Yes
093. Santa Claus → Yes
094 Tooth Fairy → no
095. Kiss on the first date→ dont even got my first date

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → ...
099. Do you believe in God → Yes
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 5 people.

Dissapointed

Haiz.. No words to describe my feeling right now.. And i not gonna elaborate more about this.. i just feel so disappointed.. because of this, I lost my mood, my appetite and my smile.. just feel soooooooooo disappointed.... And its gonna takes me a while to recuperate.. And there is only one way to make me recuperate.. Sadness seems to be the hardest words to describe..

There is always sunshine after rain..

My mood is getting better now.. After a few days of depression my mood is getting better thanks to the spring cleaning that me and my dad have done.. Suddenly felt want to clean the whole house.. Its been 2 years since we done a spring cleaning.. After the death of my mom.. So many things we found out during the spring cleaning.. I discovered some of my mom sewing stuff that has been kept for 10 years.. My goodness.. is so antique.. I reminds me of my mom.. I miss her so much.. Unfortunately, none of us can sew better, so dad decided to throw it away.. My heart ache when i saw dad throw the things i kept to remember my mom.. I miss mom so much... i really miss her..

Btw, he called... and that is our conversation:

Him: Hello.. Hey.. sorry i didnt pick up ur calls the last few days...
Me: Its ok..
Him: sorry yah.. I've been really busy.. I didnt even bring my phone to work..
Me: Its ok..
Him: come on.. dont be like this.. i've said sorry..
Me: and i accepted ur apology.. I know u've been busy.. but.. its ok..
Him: ok... i'll call your back later when you got your tempered down...
me: okay... (hung up phone)

Am i too harsh? I mean he's already apologized, but i am being mean to him..

My life sucks...

Never in my life I've felt this great pressure.. My whole mind is blank now.. I really dont know what to do.. I felt so clueless.. Guess im suffering slight depression?? I am jobless right now, and that adds more of my depression.. And he is not picking up any of my calls nor replying my message means its the end of us.. That adding up more of my depression.. Gooshh.... I know i shouldnt have felt this depression, but i cant help it.. I just feel sad.. I even try to eat sweet things to lighten up my mood.. Guess it doesnt help at all.. End of relationship with him is no big deal for me, but hello.. At least call me and give me your reason.. EXPLANATION.. Jesus Christ, what makes me sad is not ending the relationship, its because im desperately looking for job.. I wanna make my own big bucks.. i wanna make my own BIG BUCKS!!!
Money, fortune, please come to me!!!!!! arrgghh..... Im tearing up my heart now..

I'm a total failure..

Well, about the job that i went for interview.. I dont know whether is a yes or no.. They ask me to give it a thought since transportation is my problem.. Goosshh.. Everything just dont goes right for me this week.. If only i know its going to be like that, i would have told my manager that i would extend.. Gooshh.. I just hate life after school... i wanna go to school.. Gooshh... I hate my life.. Its so sucks now.. Where the heck am i going to look for job??? Shit.. Bitch... F**k.. hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Everything

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

Lost my precious stuff..

Geezz.. Shit... Damn it.. Fuck it.. Darn it.. Those who steals my RM59 Quicksilver slippers, i curse them to have nightmares every night.. Shit.... Why do they wanna steal my slippers?? The slippers is so precious for me.. Its has a lot of memories to me... Goosshh... I hate it.. aarrgghh.. Nothing seems to go right for me this few days..

Its too late....

Gooosshh... One of my ex colleagues is resigning.. So she ask me to apply again for club med.. GOD.. she should have tell me earlier.. But now, everything is too late.. Im going for my interview tomorrow and i at least have to wait a year for that.. Gosshh.. Why dont she tell me earlier??? OOhh.. Im so pissed off.. Gooossshhhh!!!!!!!!!!! I wanted so much to work in club med.. aaaaarrrggghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 post in a day?? why not??

Gosshh.. i must really felt bored.. i post 2 entry in a day.. Well, actually i am bored.. Im on my maximum level of boredom.. Dont try to piss me off or i might ended up killing someone.. hehe.. Just kidding.. Since coming back from Kuantan, all i have been doing in this one whole week at home, sitting my butt off in front of the computer and sleep.. (redemption for not having enough sleep while working in Club Med).. But i think i have enough sleep.. Basically now my thoughts have been wandering far.. I had no idea what will happen in the future nor I'm doing anything to plan for my future.. I'm just so clueless..

And actually, I've got a job interview coming Tuesday, and although the job is not the job I've dream of, at least i had to give my best.. I do not want to disappoint my family who wanted me to work in the company.. And the contract with the company only takes about a year so i think why not i just give a try?? Perhaps after that i can go back to the job i wanted..

As for now, i really miss all my college mate.. I wonder how are they now?? Its an amazing thing that we still care about each other to think that we havent seen each almost half year..

I am 20 years old now.. As for some other people, perhaps they thought they are still young.. but for me, 20 is like the age i've should have achieved something, but still, im still wandering around looking for a rightful job to me.. What the heck am i waiting for?? But im not the type who waits to get married... Heck!!! I dont even had a boyfriend!!! Am i single? Yes. Am i available? Yes. Am i desperate? ermm.. 50% perhaps.. But for now, i want to concentrate to earn my big bucks.. I wanna get the thing that i can buy with my own money.. hahahahaha...

Till the end of us..

Should i just end it?? Because i dont think it will work.. Although he is special... But i feel a burden..Should i just give him up.. We, who have different mindset, different thoughts and different cultural, could we ended up being together?? He is loveable, he is cute, he is caring and he is charming..But i just felt that something is torn between us.. Should i give up? Or i should fight for this relationship together with him?? Because everything doesnt seems so right...



Should i give him up?? Super Junior CHO KYUHYUN....hahahahaha...........

Doing something beyond my will..

Im going for an interview this Tuesday.. But i not happy with it. It is because, its a job that i dislike.. I am grateful for the person who offers me this job.. And i even feel thankful.. But its just the job is not in my interest.. Its my father wish that i work in the company... The job just doesn't suits my style.. My style if job is freestyle type.. For example, working in club med.. hehehe.. I really miss working in club med.. after all, my contact with the company only for a year.. maybe after that i will apply to club med again.. I want to work on something that i like.. Club Med.. wait for me!!!!!!!!!!

Its just only second day..

Geezz... Its just only second day, but i have missed the people and the lifestyle in club med already.. Goosshh... I truly miss them all... There is one i miss the most.. He is really someone special.. Glad i know him.. I miss the lifestyle too... Every morning woke up at 8am, preparing to go to work at 8.40am then at 9, all the children arrive and parents start to sign them in.. At 9.30am we brought them to the archery field and then the golf, bungee bounce and trapeze.. Everything finish at 11am.. At 11am, either we brought them to the pool or we bring them to a nature adventure.. After that at 12pm, its lunch time.. Its my most favourite time.. After ensuring all the children gets their food, its my time to get my food.. Goosshh.. I really miss the all-you-can-eat buffet.. And my favourite food to eat everyday is 'jab chae' and tempura.. Well, not to miss as well, chinese food.. Thanks to Ah Kang for preparing such a nice chinese food. Hope he succeed to work in Japan.. Well, after lunch finish at 1pm, time to go back to the Kids Club and have a rest before we proceed to the beach at 2pm..

Beach time is about 2pm to 3 pm.. Then, its pool time again.. pool time is about 3 till 3.30.. Then go back to Kids Club to get change, and its snack time... My favourite time as well.. Honey stars plus coco crunch add with chocolate nuttela and some milk.. Voila!!!! Yummy yummy my own recipe.. hahaha.. My colleague Charles, everytime he sees that, he would said " Are you in stress??" Because i ate too much sweet things.. lol... Okay, after that. its family event time.. And everything finishes at 5.30pm.. Thats only the end for the kids club time.. At night we still have to work.. after dinner finishes at 8, its another activities for the mini club time.. And after that, at 9, its time for party.... Or known Crazy Sign in Club Med, where all GO's will started off the dancing, and then dragging all the guest along to dance with us.. After the dance party finish at 9.30pm, its time to invite all guest to go theathre to watch performance.. after performance, its party time.. wow.. Although we seems partying like crazy, but actually is part of our job.. Our job is to create the ambience so that the guest would join together.. Almost everynite we partying until 1, and at 1am we started to set up the theme for tomorow..

I really miss the life in Club Med, although its tiring, but its fun.. I miss the lifestyle of wearing clothes according to themes, the late night partying, dancing crazilly with other colleagues, huh.. Its just a life i cant forget.. I even the miss cranberry soda that i drink almost 8 cups a day.. (no wonder i get cough..) Well, i really miss the life... I hope i can go back to club med..

Back with new experiences @ Club Med..

I'm back.. I've been away working in Club Med in Kuantan.. It was really a a great experience to me.. I even miss Club Med now.. Although it was tiring working in Club Med, but it was fun working there. At first i thought it would be very stressful working at there as all the colleagues are from other countries.. Different type of nationality.. But, after a few days there, i no longer feel the stressfulness.. In fact, it was fun working there.. All the colleagues are warm and friendly.. I love working in Mini Club Med..

Well, first of all what is Mini Club Med?? Mini Club Med, is club for children age 2 to 10.. Our job is to take care of the children while their parents went to find their own leisure. We bring the children to play different types of activities such as archery, golfing, trapeze, bungee bounce, swimming, sailing, kayaking and the list goes on.. If u were my friends, you can see how tanned am i now.. ( results from bringing children to beach everyday..)

So, that activities continues everyday for 2 consecutive weeks.. I've met a lot of cute children from all over the world. France, Japan, Korea, Mauritius and etc.. Omg.. They are so totally cute.. Sometimes there are children whom, i feel like wanted to slapped them.. My gosh.. So irritating that type of children..

Okay, enough about the children.. Lets talk about the colleagues.. i have about 11 wonderful colleagues.. Sentha from Indonesia, my mini club manager.. Ken, from Mauritius Island, my mini club assistant manager, Gloria from Indonesia, mini club GO, Marco, from Taiwan also a mini club GO, Kanako from Japan, Kids Club GO, Charles from Korea, Kids Club GO, Ee Von from Malaysia, Kids Club GO, Naoko from Japan, Petite Club GO, Jasmine, from Malaysia, petite club GO, Kumiko from Malaysia, mini club GO, Hon from Malaysia, Mini Club GO as well.. While me, im in the Kids Club.. They are the most wonderful colleagues i ever worked with.

Now lets talk about other GO's from other department that i know. First, Itsuki from Japan.. He is a bartender. We came in the same day, and we met at HR office.. Haha.. What a funny place for a first meeting.. He is a good English speaker.. Another one my best friend, North form Thailand.. He's a lifeguard.. But one thing in common about the both of us, we both like handsome guys.. Pretty common for me, pretty rare for him.. Nevertheless, it was a great experience for me..

Hiatus... Hiatus....Hiatus..

"Err.. annyeong haseyo everybody.. Im KyuHyun from super Junior.. I would like to take this oppoturnity to announce that my dearly wife, Carolyn will be on hiatus for 2 weeks due to that she will be out station working.. Although I'm at Korea all the time, but i will surely miss her.. Please anticipate for her comeback.. yeorobun, gam sa im nida..."





hehehe.. Thats the 'speech' from my dearest husband, Cho KyuHyun.. Hehehe.. We got married few months ago, after 6 months of dating.. We decided to get married is because to avoid the paparazzi from writing nonsense stuffs.. hehehehe... ok, that was a joke... I will be on hiatus for 2 weeks.. Due to work.. I will be working in Kuantan as a part time in CLub Med.. Will be back after 2 weeks.. See ya soon..

My perfect birthday celebration..

Okay.. i know its late to post about my birthday celebration as it was about a week ago.. But i no matter what, i would still wanted to post this as it was my most memorable day for me n my friends. My best friend..

It was really a memorable outing, as things comes unexpectedly.. I would never know they were present to celebrate my birthay. Specially thanks to Chee Huey and Kaya.. Its sad that Camin and Annrene werent there.. If not it would be merrier.. I was so happy that day.. They treat me to dinner and even bought me gifts.. I was so touched... Thank you my friend..

P/S; we went to midvalley and the garden..

No harm trying...

Have just finish my exam.. i never knew that Japanese is that easy as long as you put your heart in.. I admit that i didnt study the first semester which have caused me to fail constantly in Japanese subject. Now after the training, something made me realize and i decided to give all-in in japanese subject. Hopefully i get to pass the subject..

well since i have finish my exam, now i wanted to try working.. Some of my friends suggest working in Club Med Cherating. well this the first time i working, so i cant be choosey at all.. And why not trying.. No harm trying right?? well just try to apply first, if they dont accept so what can i do right??

Rules are made to break..

Well, since i just moved back yesterday, me and my sister went to Genting yesterday with her friend.. Since im the only one who is underage, i might as well the only one left outside of the casino.. But, since im the only one who left outside of the casino they ask me to enter the casino as well.. And of course, in my mind, i said i do not want too because i wanted to wait until im 21 and eligiblely enter the casino.. But they keep forcing me to enter the casino... Well what can i do since im the only one left outside..I've intered for awhile because i cant even gamble, what am i supposed to do there?? just looking at people gambling??

So, i went outside.. I went to McDonalds to have some drinks, sat there for a while before i walk the whole hotel.. I even went to 1st world.. I spend RM50 on playing at the games arcade.. Wow.. to think it back.. What a waste.. Starting to regret..Haiz.. Anyway, felt happy too.. As i manged to walk alone for 4 hours.. Wandering around alone..

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하지만 난 그냥 내가 늘 필요 다행 닛코 호텔에서 근무를 계속 ..
어쨌든, 내일 다시 내 집으로 이사 .. 그리고 그 다음 주에 시험 .. 내 시험 resit 되세요 수 있도록 졸업 ..

Its All Over Now.....

Finally, my training ends today.. Im officiall free from Nikko Hotel.. Ask me will i work in Nikko if i had the chance?? No... Even if im desperate to look for job, Nikko will be my last choice.. Well, although i hate the environment there.. But i like the staff there.. Esp in Front Office and FnB.. Im gonna miss them..

Alot of things happen throughout the time im in Nikko.. Both sweet and bitter.. The sweetest things that happen to me in Nikko is knowing the staff.. As well as the trainee that came before and after us.. Im glad that i know them.. Well, lets not talk about bitter things.. Let bygone be bygone.. Lets be positive about everything.. Well, im gonna miss my locker.. F204.. Whom i shared with Moon Yee... My collegemate.. Herrmm.. Wonder whats my next plan.. Im confused... Does that this mean i have to look for jobs??

I wanted to continue studies, but seems cant.. Look like i have to settle for job after i finish all my paper.. N it could take 1 year.. HAiz.. I dont want to work so early.. Somebody.......... HELP ME!!!!!!!

All's Well End's Well...

3 more days to go.. Im goin to finsh my training in 3 days time.. Felt luck that i finish 2 days earlier than my friend.. (well, audrey luckier coz she started one week later)...

At last, after all the grueling 2 and a half months, im finally free.. But, what am i goin to do next?? here's what currently i have in my mind..

1. Clear all my resit paper and try to graduate on September(although they said
there is no graduation ceremony for us)...

2. Not planning to pursue my studies as i have financial matter.. ( i do not want to
burden my sister, since she is the one who taking care of my financial since my
mom passed away.. I owed her too much..)

3. Get a job in hospitality industry and try to cope with it for a year (mental note
to myslef: if cannot tahan in hotel industry, go find another job. Either tourism
or a bank) My mind is as simple as that..

4. Get a driving license as i want to travel back and forth from work place to home..
I rather travel just for the comfort of home.. I couldnt leave my home for a long
period.. (Family is everything for me especially when i was left with only my dad
and my sister.. They are everything for me..)

5. Cannot think of anything until here.. Do not have any further planning.. (Get
boyfriend perhaps.. LOL.. If there's anyone want me..)

Well, its a bit sad that i cant graduate with my friends and my cousin who is in the same college with me.. Good grief, its all beacause of myself who never works hard..
Foolish me..

So Glad...

Im glad that they change me to Toh Lee Chinese Restaurant.. At there, the work are not so hard compared to Serena BRAsierie.. And the employees are way better than the coffee house... I feel like a family member in the chinese resaurant.. N I get to eat good food too.. Imagine, i get to eat food like abalone, shark fin (real shark fin that cost RM550 per bowl), peking duck... Oohh.. all those delicious food.. But, these days, we hardly have any business.. Like tonight we only have about 6 guest.. Rarely even 10.. Almost every night.. Well, eventhough i work split shift, but its ok.. I can sleep in between those time. hehehe.. but its ok.. Everything going to end soon.. I will end my trainng in 6 days time.. Gwenchana.. hahaha...

Serena Brasierie?? BRA your mother fucker!!!!!

Usually i dont speak extraordinaire vulgar words except when i am totally pissed off... Well, currently no more front office to me as i oready proceed to FnB department.. Food and Beverages department.. My last department before i end my training...(thank GOD)... Well, what made pissd off is, i was supposed to be in Coffee House a.k.a Serena BRAserie.. As our coffee house were just renovated, everything is new there.. Including the uniform.. As i am a trainee, they do not have uniform for me because they only had enough for the permanent staff..(wtf)...
So, i have to wear the trainee uniform, which is white shirt with a bow tie n black skirt.. Totally look like banquet staff.. HAiz.. Do u think i want it?? I feel awkward too.. Everybody was wearing a nice new uniform while i just wear a banquet uniform.. Until on my 2nd day in coffee serena, i was called to HR.. I wondered why.. Rupa rupanya, my General Manager wants me to be shift to TOh Lee Chinese Restaurant, just because he wants everything to be look perfect in coffee house.. Means, im a pain in the butt for him.. SHIT.... Totally BULL SHIT!!!!!

Well, luckily i went to Toh Lee chinese Restaurant.. The work there are more relax than Coffe House eventhough i have to work split shift.. But during the split shift, i get to sleep... LOL... Whatever.. Im gonna my training in less than 2 weeks time.. Yahoo... Looks like im not gonna work in hospitality industry.. haiz...

Fun yet Tiring..

I have proceed to Front Desk.. Its fun though.. But it was tiring.. Before this i was in concierge and Guest Relations.. For me, that 2 place its the most fun place because there is where i had the contact with guest the most.. Although i may not that good in guiding directions, but at least i tried to satisfy the guest.. And that is my biggest satisfaction.. Today, is the 2nd day i've been in Front Desk.. Yesterday, there wasnt alot of things to do.. Maybe because, im new.. But, as a trainee, of course i had to have the initiative to ask.. Well, all well ends well, they finally give me a work after standing there for half an hour.. It wasnt important, but at least there is something for me to do rather than just standing there like a statue.. Slaughting in the bills, assist them when there is check out, photocopy when there is check in.. Wow... It was tiring.. Tiring not because of work.. But standing the whole day.. With high heels!!!!! Aaaahhh!!!!!!!!

But, among all days, this is my best day.. Why? Because i get to lead a group of Chinese from China, who wishes to see the room.. They request for Chinese speaking staff, but the is no Chinese speaking staff.. Im the only one.. Although my Mandarin is just 'half bucket water'.. But i tried my best.. Hahaha.. I was accompany by a bell man.. I was a bit dissapointed, when none of the staff at receptionist attend the China guest.. i mean. although they havent made any bookings, but if they say they wanted to look at the room means they are planning to made bookings.. Whats more, its Royal Suite that they are looking.. Haiz.. After a few chattings, i found that those Chinese are from a very big company in China.. LOL.. If Nikko Hotel misses this business, its their fault.. I oready tried my best to impressed the guest with my 'half bucket water' Mandarin....

Changing Perception..

I think i change my perception towards my GRM, (Guest Relationships Manager), Yohei Hayashi.. He is cool, handsome and macho.. But he is bad tempered.. I couldnt believed with a calm he has, he's actually a bit bad tempered.. LOL.. How i know he is a bit bad tempered? HE scolded my GRO.. (Guest Relationship Officer).. My GRO was telling him the agenda of the day since Mr. Hayashi came for afternoon shift, and he was like,

"can u please shut up?? That is why i dont like Malaysia Chinese girl, always nagged and mention about money.."

LOL.. WTF is his problem?? Just hell go back to your Japan u bitch... That is why i said like Korean guys than Japanese guys.. LOL... Looks like my thoughts are right..

The cute 13 is back.. Sorry,Sorry.. And its 13EYOND YOUR IMAGINATION..

Finally.... My dearest Super Junior back with thaie album after an hiatus for 1 and 6 months.. Na neun chincha super junior ni bogoshipo... Aahhh.. Cant wait for their album.. What's more, cant wait for my dearest Kyuhyunnie sexy and retro look.. LOL.. To think back, i fall in love with super Junior only took me 2 months.. Haahahah... Anyway, hoping super Junior wil get the Daesang Awards this year.. And certainly 2009 is going to be the year of Super Junior... Super Junior hwaiting!!!! Uree, Super Juni'OR!!! Uree, ELF eyo!!!!!!

The progress in internsip..

Well, im out from housekeeping and to front office i go.. Haiz.. Miserable experience in housekeeping department.. Although i said its miserable, but i still like housekeeping department. Why? Because in housekeeping department i can have my own sweet time.. I cant relax whenever i want, but in front office, lol.. Everything have to be jaga.. Jaga your walk, jaga your voice.. Although i like the uniform, but the worst things is i cant even put my hand inside the coat pocket. Ridicilious.. Really ridiclious.. Aaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! But, what i like about front office is my GRM.. Guest Relationship Manager.. Mr. Hayashi Yokei.. He is totally a cute hunk.. He is cool and handsome..He's the reason my days pass by fast in front office.. Hahaha.. Dont get me wrong.. I just like to see his face.. Not really fall in love with him.. He's 29 for GOD's sake.. Although i like mature guy, but I still like Korean guys more than Japanese.. hahhahahaah... Hw i wish my GRM is 'Kangoku' (Korean.. hahhhah.. I must dreaming..

Well, the first day im in front office, i was called back to stay back to work as room attendant (again???) as they need people to make up room..But just for one hour because of early arrival from Japanese tour.. Like shit lar..Looks like they cant live without me.. hahahaha.. Specially invited me.. hahahaha... Anyway, im in front office now.. Next week i will be following Mr.Hayashi.. LOL.. Dnt get me wrong again, not that kind following, like stalker, i will be training under him for guest relationships.. Hahaha.. Looking forward to it..

Public Area?? Cehh....

Moving on to the next department? Or should i say new job? Nope.. New supervisor? LOL.. Whatever.. No longer working as room attendant nor supervisor for room attendant.. Haiz.. Work in public are now.. LOL.. The uniform are sucks than the room attendant uniform.. They call that uniform? LOL.. i called that 'kain lap kaki'.. Damn ugly.. Well whatever.. I will there only for 2 days.. Juz bear with it.. LOL.. Public are the most bored place in the hotel line..(for now)... LOL.. nothing to do in the lobby.. Juz wiping and thats all.. I feel so sleepy all the time.. I was given another task, to 'jaga' the public toilet.. LOL.. Worst, i lagi sleepy like that.. I was given to cover 2 toilets.. the toilets i jaga, is the toilet that nobody ever steps in cause it was too isolated.. LOL.. It was good for me.. U know why? Whenever i feel damn sleepy, i go to the most isolated toilets that even my supervisor rarely come and check, to sleep.. I locked the door and sleep for few minutes.. It was the best toilets a.k.a 'bedroom' for me.. with the music is the loudest there.. i sleep for few minutes.. Sadly, we cant take our camera in, if nt i would have taken the picture of my beautiful toilets a.k.a 'bedroom'...

Life without the comfy of home..

Haiz.. i moved out the house juz for the stupid internship.. Although its only for 2 and a half months, i still feel homesick.. I miss my bed, i miss my house, i miss goin out breakfast with my sister n a father every sunday.. Haiz.. Everthing is lacking here.. Its so pathetic living outside.. I think will never left home.. Home is everything for me... Its so pathetic that me n audrey, my roomate have too cook instant noodle in the room..

Internship?? Like HELL...

Im in the 2nd week of my HELL internship.. Didnt do any updates last week coz i was hell tired from working. The first department i got was Housekeeping department. Shit.. My other classmate, they even have 2 days orientation and mine was, half an hour briefing and straight to work.. LOL.. My first task was room attendant.. And i since i am a trainee, i cant do bed at all.. I dont hav the chance to make bed at all.. To make the story short, i been cleaning a total of 102 of toilets in 5 days.. Haiz..

Coming to 2nd week, i started to change work, to minibar.. LOL.. It was HELL bored.. Nothing to do at all at minibar department.. I was so sleepy.. When i was a room attentdant, i wish for a easier job.. But when i in minibar department, i wish for a job.. Its juz didnt seems to go right.. haiz.. 2nd day, got 'naik pangkat' and become housekeeping supervisor. I thought housekeeping supervisor job would be easier, but, my thought all crushed when i was assigned to do a floor that is closed for spring cleaning.. I have to become a room attendant with my coat on.. Worse, im brushing the whole room with juz a toothbrush.. I cant believe it!!! Its juz doesnt seems right!!!!!

The start of HELL's day...

Im goin to start my training soon.. To be exact, its tommorow.. Im so envy audrey.. She could start on 16th..aaahh!!! I oready move to Wangsa Maju.. its so hot here.. And the bathroom damn dirty.. Lol.. I wonder why we didnt look at the toilet at first place.. haiz.. Too rush i guess.. Im moving in alone as Audrey starting late, so she move in late.. Audrey!!! When r u coming????

this the first time i live by myself outside.. I mean i've been living outside, but, not this long.. The longest was only a week.. HAhaha.. guess i have to depend on my own now.. Ohh.. Mommy how much i miss u... Haiz.. Goin to resit paper.. 5 subject.. haiz...

The Heat of Chinese New Year..

Its 25th Jan 2009.. Tomorrow will be Chinese New Year. This is the 2nd year im celebrating it without the presence of my mom.. Haiz.. Couldnt believe that my mom oready left me for almost a 2 years..

I still remember it clearly how mommy made all the preparation before CNY.. Especially during the reunion dinner. She prepared alot of delicious food that i think the most delicious food in the world... Well, everything left as memory now.. No longer can taste her delicious food, i cant inherited her her good cooking skills.. I may be good in cooking, but will never get the taste of my mom hand anymore..

Well, since its the eve of CNY, i will not talk about sad things.. Im so happy that all my realites come back.. Even my uncle Paul are coming back from London.. Hehehe,.. I havent met him for quite a long time.. Well, we are going to Fraser hill for vacation trip.. Hope it will be a fun trip.. But sadly after that, HELL comes back.. I have to continue my exam.. Haiz..

Finally.. Im back!!

We who go the theme park..




Me n my 'dai ka jie' chee huey.. My BFF.. Love her..





us who celebrate Sheng Min birthay..


Sorry i didnt update my blog for quite sometime.. Its because im on exam and my keyboard gave me so much of trouble.. Well, what happen in those time.. Well.. Lets start with my trip with clazmate to Genting.. its was worth it going to Genting.. At first, they are alot of 'obstacle' happen before we go to Genting.. but luckilly we managed to go to Genting.. Hehehe.. What make me sad is the absenced of my 2 friends.. At first they promise me to go, but at last they were the one, who break the promise.. I was damn sad and dissapointed.. i thought this will be our last trip together since we are on last semester.. But, haiz.. I do not know what to say after they break the promise.. As they already break the promise, me of course i wouldnt break that just because they didnt go.. i still have others friends who is going too.. well, luckilly i amke a wise choice.. the trip was definately fun..

Summary of the trip, alot of thing happens.. We celebrate Sheng Min birthday.. We go to play all sort of extreme game.. And play again and again.. Hahaha.. The theme park belong to ours.. Well, im so proud of myself.. The most extreme game in Genting theme park, the spaceshot.. i played already.. Wow.. my heart almost fell down during the game.. Hahaha.. At least i can tell the world that i've tried the game.. hahahaha.. My God.. only GOD knows how extreme is the game is.. No wonder Audrey n Ah beh they all dont want to play.. its way too extreme.. We went to all sort of outdoor game.. hhehehe.. i even went to Arena Stars to take a peek inside.. I imagine once Super Junior was there too.. Hahaha.. i imagine Kyuhyun walking down to the arena. hahaha My KYU... Went to boat ride with Audrey.. Eventhough i dnt know whether its raining or because of mist, it seems there is rain drop while we were riding the boat.. hhehe.. Thats all i can say bout my trip.. In summary, we all have fun and i hope there will be another trip like that..


p/s: Im on exam now, things getting tense for me.. Moreover im going to internship on 10 February.. Oohh.. Vry nervous.. Samgyeopsal Juseyo!!!!!

Hiatus

I will be on hiatus for few weeks.. Having eXam n then going for internsip.. will update my blog from time to time..